Secret Jealousy

we only live once

2010-02-27T19:10:00.000+08:00

2010-02-13T14:39:00.002+08:00

MOVED TO http://cin-ddd.blogspot.com/ ♥

2009-01-27T16:16:00.000+08:00

Based on a True Incident and it location at Bangalore Airport.

Airport Security: "What's your Name?"

Passenger: "Batman"

Airport Security: "Your real name please?"

Passenger: "My name is Bat-Man"

Airport Security: "Are you trying to be funny? What is your family name?"

Passenger: "Superman"

Airport Security handcuffs him & puts him into a locked security room.

Then they checked his Passport and Identity Card....

2009-01-04T16:16:00.001+08:00

If only I can tell you...
I wanna explore the greater mysteries of life together with you.

the smell of you lingers on me.

2008-12-19T19:35:00.007+08:00

this is where i spend 8hours everyday.

2weeks of BSU have passed (:

so far so good. though hours are long. and have to do mini presentations like everyday. have to crack my pea brain to think for the speeches. but, not so bad after all. the assignments are beneficial. team mates are great, supervisor is fantastic.

:D:D:D

waiting for more photos from stella! (:

caden is running away from mervyn

lmao.

the girls :D

me disturbing mervyn -.-

liling likes to take da tou photo.

my hair is chui.

caden's says no photo taking.

2008-12-16T20:51:00.003+08:00

today, i'm slightly happier. it's no big deal what happened. because i know it only matters to me. nonetheless, i was thrilled by that little act. so, i hope for a good night sleep later (:

made new friends, heard more things.

fuck. can't. stop asking for. more.

actually i dont know what is the purpose

but

i'm really curious.

i'm like researching on her -.-

i am impatient

but

i am waiting.

i dont know how to express my feelings now.
but one thing for sure is that i'm a stubborn girl.

at the end of the day,

even if i'm still back to zero,

i may cry but i know i tried.

he's probably the first. ever.

i'm gonna gain weight for sure..

amazing. power of BSU. i eat to keep myself awake. i spend all my money on food. now i eat 4-5 proper meals a day. i am so dead. chocolates rocks. this is probably the time of my life when i love all kinds of chocolates so muchhhh. boo.

2008-12-15T19:18:00.002+08:00

16minutes out of 1hour.
sucks. i can't afford to be late anymore.

monday is really blue today. can't get my mind off what is not suppose to be there. finally cleared the first load of assignments today. i believe a bigger pile is coming our way. gdluck. thanks to mates with powerful ears to lend me. i survived today! (:

really, im still holding on.
it's gonna hurt but i'm holding on.

2008-12-14T14:57:00.004+08:00

i'm like an empty shell sitting in BSU room rotting from 9-530 everyday.
can't possibly get my butt glued there, concentrate on assignments and not float around.
but i guess next week there will have more things to do already.
everyone is having their holidays and i only just spent my first week in BSU.
i also want holidays! :( the school is gonna be empty from tomorrow onwards.

the 'dot' game! (:

gave christmas party a miss because i dont want to answer some questions.
really, it's tiring. dont understand why am i breaking this news when i didnt want it to happen in the first place. weird. i just cant handle ugly truths sometimes. that's all.

this one week, i remembered

1. botak jones & sumo house

2. the day the earth stood still

3. bugis with buddy

4. sobbing

5. amk hub like almost everyday

6. 2 chicken paus for breakfast everyday

7. MIA from work (like today)

8. met a weirdo called JC

9. more sobbing

10. maltesers rocks

11. saw the girl

for the first time, i had a meal with only me and rebecca.

it's miracle! she never call many other of her friends along. lol.

the pizza aint that bad and i got a feeling im gonna eat it again on the 23rd again with fellow colleagues. lol. if im going.

i miss my girlfriends (:

2008-12-06T16:37:00.000+08:00

i just have to keep telling myself it's all in the past.
self decieving?

2008-12-05T00:10:00.000+08:00

love is in the air!
well, but i'm having mixed feelings deep down there. whenever im alone.
idk y. and it kinda suck.
i wonder if honeymoon period is ever coming.

idk y my heart doesnt behave when i'm not with him.
presence is no doubt just physically being there with him, but i do feel better when he is right beside me. somehow, i feel secured and idk, assured?

perhaps everything started off so fast that right now we're still trying to adapt.
he is adapting to having a girlf. and me, having a super busy boyf.
time, trust and understanding is definitely being put to test.

idk what the future holds, but at long as he is with me now. im contented.
neither do i know how much it will take for us to work this out together but no matter how hard, im gonna try. love him damn much to just let go. i know he is trying already, and it's good enough.

well. what ive learn today is pretty much important.
i learnt how to go to baby's house from school.
usually is always him bringing me there on his bike.
haha. today im independent.
(:

2008-12-04T19:57:00.003+08:00

couldn't sleep well at all last night. woke up like every hour. urrrgh.
nonetheless, still managed to drag my ass out of bed to meet baby.
had sushi for lunch! (:
then accompany him to su meeting. practically rotted whole afternoon there. but well, i dont mind at all. hee.

while he was having meeting outside, i was lmao with lucius & another friend over the indian videos with english lyrics. lol. seriously, freaking funny lahh! must watch.

♥
taking a break from meeting (:

there must be a reason why my hands can fit into his this way.

2008-12-03T23:44:00.000+08:00

went to meet buddy today to do some xmas shopping.

dec is the month that really drives me insane.

xmas really makes me excited, broke too.

had waraku for lunch to get the day started.

walau. what's with my xtra fat face?

shopped for the whole day ard marina sq and suntec.

(:
bought many nice and cute stuffs. happy.
can't wait to see baby tomorrow!

2008-12-01T18:56:00.004+08:00

slept over at boyf's crib yesterday night.

boyf is sweeeeeeeeeeeeet (:
he bought me a mug to use at his house because he says i always drink water.
awww, and he realise i like pink colour.
he cooked mee goreng for me in the middle of the night. despite being lazy.
brushing teeth together is funny (:

heart to heart talk is really essential.
i know a thing more about him each time.
i understand a little more of him each time.
i love him more and more each time.

2008-11-29T23:38:00.000+08:00

spend a wonderful saturday with sweet! (:

it's always nice to chat and talk with her.
and, we can talk about anything, everything.

we went to snip avenue for our mani & pedi.

we didnt book appointment and, it was super crowded.

or perhaps they are also short of manicurists.

omg, i waited almost 1hour for my turn.

and just i finally get started!

there was a blackout~!

we all thought that, they just have to turn on the main switch or something but no. it took almost 1hour to resume. the technician was coming all the way from changi. and we were at lakeside! since we got nothing to do, so we took photos in the dark. haha.

my sweet!

luckily, my camera screen didnt crack :p

that's my manicurist, Too.

(cute name right?)

guess what are they doing?
lol, they were trying to continue painting flower on her toe.

with the help of a torchlight.

happy girl (:

this is so unglam.

after the manicurists did all they can in the dark, we decided to go out to makan while waiting.

and we saw....

some customers who are in a rush choose to continue outside of the shop.

the sight of seeing an auntie cutting her hair, one hot mum doing her manicure and another doing extension in public is kinda interesting.

after so many delays and all, we spent 4hours at snip avenue. super amazing.

then we went to bugis to shop around again.

although didn't buy anything but quality time spend with sweet is love.

christmas is really coming.

actually the deco at many place including orchard isnt as nice as previous years.

p.s i'm looking forward to christmas (:

2008-11-28T00:54:00.000+08:00

today's evening is fun! (:
met up with rebecca and co.
went to expo for the IT fair.
aiyo, contemplating hard abt the mini levono.
niceeee (:

found lehan but she got a deal so didnt talk much! :X

then went T3 for popeyes. yummy! (:
i think i will have cravings for it real soon again. esp the fries!

met this table of inconsiderate people. omg. can't believe this. they are like occupying the tables as if they bought that piece of land when the restuarant was freaking crowded. urrrgh. and in the end, the 6 of us had to squeeze and make do with a tiny round table.

rebecca love & me.

i'm sorry i blocked donald!

the guys dont wanna take photos -.-

yours truly.

真的爱他爱到无可救药 ♥

2008-11-27T23:28:00.003+08:00

went to trim my hair, those split ends.

and michelle, my hair stylist, suggest bangs again.

oh boy, i got fatter face now. and round.

i told baby that he is not allowed to laugh when he meets me

he says, he's gonna say it's nice before laughing.

evil.

and i've got a busy boyfriend.

as a result,

i'm looking forward to end of holidays for the wrong reason.

arrrgh. misses.

anyway,

went to look for mum at her workplace and met a weird man.

-.-

totally cocky. weird behaviour plus looks like a stick.

ha. photos are decieving, my eyes aint like this.

i need bigger eyes.

2008-11-26T19:49:00.003+08:00

i swear
today is much a happier day than past few days.
short but sweet.
woke up early in the morning to go school to accompany boyf for his pgs assessment.
i did mine yesterday, and so now we're both competent. whee.
lehan is also competent. double whee.
initial plan to go out after he goes home to change
but end up we rotted at his crib.

it's nice to have a heart to heart talk. awwww.

he has a meeting at 615 so,
we ate pepper lunch at amk hub before parting.

he's talking on the phone and can't believe he's shy ♥

i'm shy too actually D:

i've got fat face.

and

i'm coke + coffee?
(:

♥

head & heels over.

2008-11-24T01:29:00.000+08:00

today shall be picture-less but emo-plus.

idk which word can described exactly how i feel deep inside.
i've hurted a guy i used to love. but i know i made the right decision.
many things have changed overnight.
another chapter of both our lives begin.

too many things have happened.
not only matters of the heart
but also
the reoccurence problem in the family.
each time it only got worse.
the feeling of knowing and not able to help
has overcome anger.
helplessness.

i think too much when i'm left alone.

i get real pessimistic.
can't help it when i start questioning myself
is it always right to follow the heart and not the mind?
i felt guilty towards both parties. its unfair.
but it's probably the best way to clear the air.

when two guys come face to face,
it's scary.
i could see anger in their eyes.
but at that point of time,
my heart clearly shows me who i love.
because i was worrying of only one.

well,
there is always the bright side to a story.

that night, i felt my heart beating against my ribs
that night, he swept me off my feet
that night, i surrender my heart to him
that night, he made me the happiest girl on earth
that night, i saw the most charming smile
that night, he gave me the tightest hug ever
that night, we know we're in love.

it's right
that
there is
no reason
to
love.

it just happens.

for the first time in my heart,
it says,
what matters is you love him and he loves you.

i follow my heart.
(:

2008-11-23T19:17:00.000+08:00

ended one. started another.

2008-11-21T16:22:00.001+08:00

You can be my alphabet and I will be your calculator
And together we’ll work out on the escalator
I will time you as you run up the down
And you’ll measure my footsteps as I blow through this town
The mean of our heights is divided by the nights
Which is times’d by the daggers and the route of all our fights,
The pass of your poem is to swathe me in your knowing
And the beauty of the word is that you don’t have to show it

Oh academia you can’t pick me up
Soothe me with your words when I need your love

I am a dash and you are a dot
When will you see that I am all that you’ve got
I’m a binary code that you cracked long ago
But to you I’m just a novel that you wish you’d never wrote
I’m greater than x and lesser than y, so why is it
That I still can’t catch your eye?
You’re a cryptic crossword, a song I’ve never heard
While I sit here drawing circles I’m afraid of being hurt

Oh academia you can’t pick me up
Soothe me with your words when I need your love

You’re a difficult equation with a knack for heart evasion
Will you listen to my proof or will you add another page on
It appears to me the graph has come and stolen all the laughs
It appears to me the pen has over analysed again
And if I am a number I’m infinity plus one
And if you are five words you are afraid to be the one
And if you are a number you’re infinity plus one
And if I am four words then I am needing of your love

Oh academia you can’t pick me up
Soothe me with your words when I need your love
Academia

2008-11-20T23:27:00.000+08:00

jarrod is back from aust!
last minute decision to meet up in the morning.
chatted damn long over mac and starbucks. can't stop.

(and i went mac 3times in 2days already)

so, christmas is really near (:

we even went library! lol.
just can't stop reminiscing abt the pri school days!

and here are some overdue photos!

goodnights (:

BKK 2/2

2008-11-19T16:22:00.000+08:00

BKK 2/2

day 1

okayy. after only sleeping for 2hours, we took empty luggages and off we go to the airport.
our flight was 7.10am. that means we were there at 5am.
suck shit. lucky dad was nice to fetch us there.

while waiting....

obviously i didn't read these after boarding.
slept almost all the way.

budget terminal with damn budget boarding gate!

lok cok.

our flight TR 102.

obviously,
this trip's not funded by parents
and since it's a only 2hours trip...
let's make do with the tiny and squeezy seats.

bye bye singapore!

pretty clouds. fluffy.

after about nearly 2hours...

we can see bangkok!

so once we landed, we checked in to our hotel.
(oh yah,
bloody hell got ripped off by this taxi at the airport
but nevermind, once bitten twice shy)

we needed food badly before starting shopping spree.
had no idea where to go early in the morning
and decided to take a tuktuk to mbk.

damn unglam!

our first meal in bkk (:
yummy!

the ambience is nice, it has a live band.
not bad!

there was nothing much in mbk, most of the shops were not even opened

so we headed to platinum. didnt take much photos there. too busy shooping!

shopped till we dropped and went to take a sip at their food court.

see see see.
so many bags full of clothes.

i wonder if sg has this Oishi Green Tea,

nicer than pokka or heaven and earth lorr.

know?

ALL the shops doesnt have a fitting room
they just pass u a sarong like thing (the green thing in the pic)
and you can try on the clothes.
oh my. pretty paiseh. once and that's it.

was laughing and giggling throughout the process of trying.

in the evening,

we decided to try street food.

yes, that is omelette.
the other one is pad thai which means fried noodle.
we didn't even know what we were ordering, just point on the signboard.

damn cheap. only 35baht each. that means $1.50.

not first time in bkk, but first time trying street food

and sitting by the roadside eating.

day 2

started the day off with praying at Erawan Shrine.

then we walked to the siam center which is nearby for lunch.

totally sucked and not cheap
(compared to all our other meals we had in BKK).

i realise that almost all food courts or eating places in shopping malls
uses this "cashless" system like Marche in sg.
each card has a credit of 1000baht.

i tell you this Chupa Chups bubble gum is freaking nice.

their christmas deco outside siam paragon.
wasn't even light up at night yet. sad.

took this from a bridge. see the number of taxis.
and it is consider miracle that there is no congestion!

and anyway, it's kinda dangerous to cross roads in BKK.

zebra crossing is completely useless. you still have to wait till there are no cars before you cross. -.- then traffic lights...hmmm...how do i phrase it? it's just that most of the cars there totally have no patience and they dont really give a damn it's a traffic light.

SO, BRIDGES ARE THE BEST!

their bridges are wow.

can walks a long way and makes a rectangle. so no matter which way, walk by the bridge is the safest. they also have signs on the bridges to different shopping malls which is convenient.

we found this bugis look alike alley seelling nice clothes!!

fantastic. not expensive at all. and this alley leads us to more other alleys.
lol.

prettiest clinic i've ever seen!

so we spent the whole afternoon shopping and shopping.

seriously, non-stop.

and thus, no photos.
hands are full of plastic bags full of things. haha.

dinner that day was the long awaited A&W.

zillion years since i last ate this.

the curly fries...awwww~!

anybody knows why A&W didn't survive in sg?

2008-11-19T15:24:00.000+08:00

day 3
it's a saturday so we went chatuchak!

it's seriously a must go place.
damn big and there are so many things to buy.

damn tiny!

super cute!

super duper cute!

if it's not no photos allowed i would have taken more photos.

tried food there of course! mini food court. lol.

ultra spicy chilli he likes, i dislikes.

know why i took him with this satay,

cos we couldn't read the menu and he didnt realise he ordered only one satay.

damn funny. the table beside us was staring.

it was raining around 6pm when we were leaving.
wow. this must be the only time we really can't get a taxi.

even if we get one, they charge almost double the usual price.

so in the end, we decided to try taking the mrt/bts.

map says we have to take a mrt for a station then change to bts and take to national staduim to reach mbk. mo chit is suppose to be the interchange, but when the funny thing is there was no linkage between two mrt to bts. so idk why it is call a interchange.

oh yah. at bts station while we were buying the ticket,

thai national anthem was played and guess what?

EVERYBODY (including us) STOOD STILL.

initially i didnt know until i look around then bf says, their national anthem lah.
so the world seems to paused for a few minutes and then continue. damn cute.

taking bts/mrt isn't that bad. but the price is almost same as taxi.
so taxi is still the best choice.

there is a problem with two person. we can't take a picture together!

did this manicure at mbk for only 200 baht. freaking cheap.

and what bf is eating is chicken buttocks!

omfg.

we bought a few of these from the streets not knowing it is buttocks.

our hotel food rocks!
all the 4nights there, we had supper before sleeping.

yummy.

DOUBLE DOZE OF LOVE

2008-11-15T22:38:00.001+08:00

yesterday's nights out with all the loves was awesome (:
soon soon we shall meet again!
had so much fun & lauughter for the whole night.
all my sweets are really blur in the most adorable ways!

cold rock ice cream really rocks. ha.

rebecca keeps saying mine is so sweet! lol.

right now, im still craving for more!

after ice cream, headed to down town.
didn't know which place to chill and decided to try Alps cafe.

they said it is 12degrees but it wasn't. but, it's still kinda niceeee.

my two beloved. xoxo.

we were in you know that kinda big ktv room where everybody inside can sing,

then there was this guy at table 5, damn hilarious!

天黑黑, then he sang 天白白 throughout the whole stephanie's song.

i wanna go there again. hahaha.
wanna go many places again too!

they keep saying i camouflage with mic's swift!
aiyo, quite true.
and it's damn shiok to have a car. so convenient.

this girl was seh-seh by the time we left Alps.

see her tomato face! funny.

on the way, we had two road blocks.
2nd road block she was alrdy snoring away.

then this policewoman shine the torchlight at her and giggle.

first time i see the police not serious at a road block. haha.

reached home at 4ish and doze off almost immediately.

no longer use to late nights like this.

somehow, it's good once in a while.

shakes off all those tension & bustles in life.

anyway,

my short break had started but i dont feel exceptionally excited.

feel like applying for another job at ps.

thinking twice, thrice bcos jbp isn't that bad.

can't help it. gemini gets tired of mundane things easily.

BKK 1/2

2008-11-11T18:00:00.017+08:00

Day 4
Not really feeling well after the severe headache from the night before plus continuous flu.
But still, it won't stop me from touring around.

We set off to khao san rd after breakfast.

The king's 80th birthday is coming. on our way to khao san rd,
we can see King's and Queen's pictures everywhere.
we passed by their palace also which is really hugeeeeee.

it was early in the morning so it is not crowded.
should have gone there at night instead.
becos it is a street full of night life.
it is like holland v in sg. many ang mohs.

wanted to get a tattoo but didnt really have the guts.

the people with peircing on their face will stare at you
when you just walk slightly nearer trying to peep at the designs.
aiyoo. i scared.

wanted to tried those fried meal worms and other insects but don't see any as well.
i guess have to go there at night.

we went for massage instsead.

baby tried their thai massgae while i tried oil massage + leg waxing.

it's shiok! can hear my bones "breaking" when she massaged.
and the "wax" they use are actually honey.
spread hot honey and then immediately,
zarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrk!
there goes my leg hair! can literally smell the sweetness of honey.

look so pale and unwell

dunno what plant is this hanging down

comfortable thai style bed and their skillful massage.
definitely worth the 200baht.

and then we set off to suan lam night bazzar.
on the way there, we got to see many local sights.

train station

idk what is this.
but on top of all government buildings, there will be one.

one type of their apartments
pretty old and look at bird cages.

this lady. so funny.
idk why she sits on a tuk tuk to use a laptop.
modern vs traditional?

we were in the taxi on the highway.
highways in bkk are super straight and long!

when we reached there, the market is not opened yet,
so we had a coffee at this DoiTung cafe.

these are the slippers we bought at JJ market.
they are handmade and very comfortable. only 199baht.

the long waited bazzar was disappointing.

all you can get there are non-authentic goods or ultra expensive stuff.
the clothes they sell there are 3-4 times the price of
exactly the same thing from other places.
and you know, they dont put price tags. so they can name any price they want.
they tell you to name a price.
and if you cut half, they still earn big money.
so you see?
no good.
bought nothing at all.

luckily there was at least a giant food court behind the bazaar so we ate our dinner there.
one row sells food,
the other row sells alcohol.

they have all kind of alcohol.
she-males and pretty thai ladies will approach your table once you sit down,
asking if you want any drinks.

they have tables with utensils and a rice cooker with boiling water.
haha. sterilize utensils by dipping them into the water.

a big stage right in front.
live band and singers + a huge tv screening muted soccer.

nothing to shop is already bad enough.
the persuing splitting headache makes me call for the day.

went back to hotel and packed up all our stuff into our luggages.
haha. we were extra careful not to let each exceed 15kg.

Last day
went to pray at the Erawan Shrine (Four Face Buddha) once again for the safe and blessed trip at bkk and then set off to airport. met a really nice taxi driver.

cute right?

waiting for the gate F3 to open.

both of us were weary and just sat down at the bench listening to our iPods.

fell aslp even before the plane took off. i was that worn out.

touch down @ 6pm sharp.

bought the liqours and home sweet home!

2008-11-05T23:27:00.000+08:00

today's role play was pretty fine.
hopefully James fancy the 2nd scene in a lingerie shop.

mike & jy

i'm flying off like in a few hours. aint excited cos im so sleepy and fatigue. it's not even 12am and my eyelids feel exceptionally heavy and they are persistant on shutting down.

tried doing proj but brain is not willing to cooperate. damn.

mum sent me a sms in the afternoon saying her friend said that JJ has closed down. bloody spoil da mood. but im gonna prove them it cant happen. fingers cross. it will be there for me.

and what is wrong with starhub?
double standards?

2008-11-04T22:48:00.004+08:00

lancome sales girl, friendly and approachable. i like like like.

2008-11-04T01:16:00.002+08:00

i am halfway doing my risk factors and i just wanna blog even if it is just a few words bcos i simply can't concentrate.
last few days had been great. reporting work at 11am which is 3hours late but yet feel appreciated there, to see rebecca after so long, the fat clown dancing beside me, 5pie kia as and when i like and playing The Price Is Right with buddy mic. halloween day itself was kinda frustating though. travel here and there, here and there, up and down, everywhere. but still, fine.
today, watched another stupid movie - lakeside terrace with boyf. he fell asleep. and stupid black lady behind keep kicking my chair. mofo. the air con, omg, freakingg cold. my teeth were chattering like mad and i couldn't feel my legs. totally didnt enjoyed the show.
hee, flying off in just a few days time. i would be lying if i say i am not excited. the timing is a little bad. but still...i wanna have fun there. many many fun and laughter.
alright, speed post doesnt comes with pictures. i'm going back to contigency actions. lol.

2008-10-30T15:10:00.018+08:00

hello (:

one more day and it marks the end of this month.
and 30Oct is Saint and Carol's birthday.
HAPPYYY BIRTHDAYY(:

today is just a 3hrs of lab lesson.
mr FUAN is super duper cute lah! he looks like humpty dumpty!

Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall,
Humpty Dumpty had a great fall.
All the King's horses, And all the King's men
Couldn't put Humpty together again!

absent for school on tues. food poisoning. idk what is the toxic food i ate. the runs got my legs jelly and my head giddy. bad. escaped pm ica and have to wait till few months later to take the paper with the other group of students. funny. that is like next year?

yesterday was kinda stupid
wanted to eat niceeee and healthy food at clementi but the price of it is equals to no air-con. so gave up and ate the total unhealthy kfc. thread brows. walk bebe the ungentle dog. Ikea. left my phone behind at mic's hse and went back at night. dumb.

to talk abt dumb. i watched two totally stupid shows in a week. tropic thunder and max payne.

i'm so going back to Ikea soon when mic gets the car. i like the 2.50$ bowl, the 39$ chair, 59$ shelf and meatballs and many many other things in Ikea. i like.

this month has been pretty kind to me.
and since i've got nothing better to do at home i decided to blog about a bit of bric-a-brac.

HELL♥ KITTY organiser & psp cover

BABAsweetsy ♥ gingerbreadman

from mtwt.

FLUFFY ♥ angel

WOODY ♥ balance game

from buddy mic.

seriously, it is a meant to unbalance game.

PIGLET in PJ ♥

from boyf.

grab from mickey's friendster. once, the famous in jbp's feathers shop. 800$ for this cute gigantic toy. it's no longer there anymore. not that someone has bought it but it keeps rolling down on the floor. the sign that says 'no photography' really is of no use.

oh yah. buddy mic intro me to this and i got addicted!

cadbury w popping candy rocks my socks off ♥

tags replies:

mtwt - eeeeeeeeeeeeeeyer.

don't remind me of that. lol. that stupid girl. omg. she is worse than 52. maybe, she never see fishes move at night before. haha.

joycelyn - hey. i'm almost still the same as before. not much diff. time flies right? you're already a mummy. your boyboy is ultra adorable.

peiqing - haha. yah, saw you too. i can see that you girls are still as happy as ever.

(: how's this sem's module??

saint - hey dude. i'm doing pretty okay now. how about you? meet out some day to catch up if you're free (: and don't litter lah pleasee :p

ww - yeah yeah. i change when i feel like it.

2008-10-27T00:55:00.003+08:00

credit: stickgal

♥

baby caught me red handed.
i ♥ my new large burberry vanity case.
it's much bigger than my old one.
and it is definitely time to buy cosmetics to feed it.
i don't even remember when was the last time i put on foundation.
it is this bad.

i'm going back to my scripts (:
goodnights

2008-10-25T01:36:00.002+08:00

it's 1.37am. working tomorrow and i still dont feel like going to bed. dead meat. went to meet mtwt for dinner at pizza hut. wahaha, and he got me the hot pink haivanas. happy (:
he is a damn nice buddy. never fails to make me laugh.

while i was at home too bored in the afternoon, look what i've done again.

anyway, meeting with wufan & anna for cs proj this afternoon was fine. finished the drafts of 2 role plays. the big headache is the pm ica on tues. i have to kill brain cells on mon to mug. too bad it is impt, so i better get my ass stuck on the chair and jolly well study.

and right now
i really dont feel like working. goddamnit.
whatever sing to the dawn movie and i've to stay till 7thirty.
i shall......drag my ass there still though. responsibility?

2008-10-23T21:55:00.002+08:00

first attempt to make sushi with baby the other day is kinda fun.
i didnt know cooking sticky rice is so ma fan.
and baby can't cut equal width of seeweeds strips for the omelette sushi.
as i rolled the sushi, oh my, rice sticks all over the hand
wanted to take more pics but no rice on my cam pls.

(ignore my squarish shoulders)

school is fine today.
(if bhd occupies less of the space on the table, i'll be happier)
thursday = longest day of the week.
lucky James brought the lessons forward to 1:30 if not class ends at bloody hell 6pm.
oh yah. today we draw lots for the 2 cs icas. suddenly everything is like fast forward. next thursday will be the role play alrdy. duper fast.

time checked 10:23pm and i'm waiting for baby to eat dinner.

2008-10-22T18:03:00.008+08:00

early bird halloween celebration at night safari last saturday.
i wouldnt say it is fun due to some issues which happened before hand but still...
it is pretty okay.
i wished i have joined the rest if not for what happened -.-

i want more halloween celebrations though.

31oct is a friday night.

one of the few animals which i could take a picture close up without flash.
wanted so much to take a photo of the tiger,
but the distance between me and it is only the glass so if i take i dunno if it is gonna dash out anytime. lol. im timid for that moment.

she is the most most real and scary looking ghost there.

this is how they hide to scare us

that grassy ghost was the only ghost who boo out from the bushes and i jumped.
i didnt notice him in the bushes at all.

the raw piece is mannequein

and as we shopped around for halloween props before hand too

ah peh

totally witchy lah, rebecca

glad your hair aint like this

i have tonns of other overdue photos still. haha.

2008-10-21T22:45:00.002+08:00

today went to starbucks to study for cs test tomorrow.

couldnt really concentrate actually.
school starts early so i am gonna try to sleep now.
(:

2008-10-19T12:04:00.012+08:00

haha, my favourite!

is that my boyfriend?

♥

work has been fun especially with friends around.
that day i was stationed at WOD and the sales was damn bad.
i was seriously bored. sj came over during her break,
we put on the mask to entertain ourselves, scare kids and hopefully get sales. we did get sales, surprisingly. and with guilt, i accidentally scare a kid. she was crying and refused to enter the dark room to see the owls.
now that TEP has started, i will get to see them lesser. misses.

these photos were taken during the trip to panhang.
i practically behave like a pig there. eat, sleep, play, eat, sleep, watch tv. haha.
the only achievement was to learnt riding on a motorbike. usually back here, my boyf will drive me. but there, hahaha, i get to drive him. and damn shiok without helmets.
i tried their kfc which much more fantastic than here in sg. we stopped along the roads to get food like chendol, ABC (which is actually similar to ice kajang), koreng pisang.
i walked their supermarkets and streets shops. we went fishing but caught nothing. i suspect there weere no fishes lorr. we tried earthworms which were fresh from earth, prawn meet and even the whole frog but totally no fishes.
actually, it isnt that bad to spend 4days there.

had a tiff with my boyf yesterday.
well, it really take both hands to clap.

and no matter what happens..
he is still the love
♥

满足

p.s.
i will update on my night safari trips real soon
and for now i am off to meet my precious shiyun.

2008-10-18T12:41:00.013+08:00

haven't been updating the whole of holidays.
my laptop is being cranky. and now i am using m's laptop for the moment.

the holidays hasn't been extremely fun because i still have to work like 4days a week. but still, i enjoyed it quite a bit.

the trip to sci center after it has closed with rebecca and sj

"huh? science center closes at 6 arhh?"

see no evil
hear no evil
speak no evil

since science center was closed by the time we reached,

we decided to eat Macs and then go and play at the kinetic park.

toilet break and proceeded to the omni theatre

we still have yet to visit science center again when it is open. soon soon.

anyway, TEP has started and I survived classical for a week already. seriously, classical is plain boring. and ICA is on wednesday. so fast?

nonetheless, i dont know why i am so unfortunate to be in the same class as the biatch again. omfg. like i told m, she is the ultimate of mankind. and for peace, i am tolerating. i really have to salute to my classmates who has been tolerating. they're wow. i would have blogged with all the fuck words if it was few days back. but nahh, time do magic.

(yensun, if u're reading this...you know who i am referring to)

if i can tolerate a person like this, i can tolerate any other human.

just one example.
she told my friend that i was repeating modules and she herself has a gpa of 3.4 so whose answer should be written onto the slides.

i was debarred not becos i failed.

i tell myself it's really okay. i didnt lose my temper.
but make sure she dont ask me AGAIN in class to help her to answer or go out to present.

fat hope.

another very simple reason why i cant stand her is because she make herself vomit after meals and now she is complaining she got no strength to change from gear 1 to gear 2.
how sweet huh? aneroxic.

on the bright side,
just tolerate for a few more weeks and that is it.
continue to keep my mouth shut and count to 10 in class. hahahaha.

2008-09-05T17:27:00.001+08:00

damn cool right?

♥

went to city square @ JB
with baby today to repair psp.
was so so so tempted to change to the pink one but in the end decided not to.

i just realised city square doesn't even have kfc!
oh my, i wanted so badly to eat malaysia's kfc lorrrr~
in the end, i ate marybrown.

marybrown has those nice swing swing seats,
wanted to take a peekture but camera went dead so too bad. hahaha.

wanted to do pedicure there because it is cheaper but didn't have enough time so just shopped around a little. actually nothing much also.

bought this for eunicemomo.
cute!

♥

omfg, i really have been in a bad mood everytime i hear about the shit in bkk

curse those people who starts the damn riot!
i hope everything falls back into place soon.
gonna book tix in nov instead of oct already. stupid.

♥

i was blog hopping around, nothing fantastic until i saw this blog.
the blogger is cuteeeeeeeeeeeee.
remember the McDonald's Ad for its Online Delivery? the one that has this guy with his hand which is a mouse cursor? he is the one - Lawrence.

eye candy

to know more about him, you can also go to this website.
at first i thought he is a jap but to realise he was in woodlands secondary. lol.

♥

to:

rebecca: huh, why are you there? attachment?
really they do remember your names? that is great. perhaps, i didnt get to see the sweet ones but the more scary ones. and i only went there to visit my friend who was there for conselling. so i only see those young patients. but i have to say some of them are really normal people. and i pity them because they are locked in with seriously mentally-illed ones.

siyin: no lahhh, it's more like my face is too raw to be seen. dont complain so much hor, you always dua me until i scared sia. hahaha. you can always come jbp with your darling to visit me as well as see cute penguines and talk to parrots :D

p.s. awwwwwwww, love my baby. and, i can't help it ♥

2008-09-04T18:42:00.000+08:00

it has been raining and raining and raining.
oh my, i dont like it.
especially when it rains just when i am leaving my house.

today is off day.
supposed to be out with two cute peeps
but cancelled in the end
so i thought perhaps i could go starbucks
read a book over coffee

and just when i was changing...
there comes the rain again.

see the difference?
just 5minutes from a drizzle to cats and dogs.

before and after.
see those big fat raindrops.

so in the end,
i turned on my lappy and decided to rot at home.

i skipped lunch becos i was too lazy to even go out
and munched on hello pandas the whole day long

i am a good girl today.
i tidy up my room and threw 3bags full of rubbish.

i am also a bad girl today.
i get really irritated when i get nagged.
it's getting bad and idk why. sometimes it's hard not to flare up.
i mean if she wanna know, come and ask me. dont tell others to come and ask me, then she come and ask me herself at the end. i dont see what is the point? i will just think they are a nuisance. and sometimes, it's frustrating when she keep repeating and asking the same things over and over again. walaueh, everyday the same things over and over again as long as im home. WHY?

and that is a reason why i prefer to roam outside.

went to see Dr Tan yesterday.
154.10$

and then went bugis with baby.
♥ ♥ ♥ steamboat nowadays.

I♥MY BABY
he got me trippin'

2008-09-01T22:06:00.008+08:00

this is of regards to that crazymad woman who spat on me incident.
damn funny. i wished i have spat back on her. i dunno.
just dont let me see her again.

taken from behind the cashier counter @ lory loft.

working at lory loft is plain slack but at the same time boring.

why?

because you're all alone to take care of the shop.

on one hand you can do whatever you want
as long as you serve the customers.
but on the other hand, no one is there to acc you
and sometimes there is very few tourists.

my flowery was my only source of entertainment cos it was my first time there.
so i took pictures of it.
i know i am super lame!

and know what?

lunch was super boring too.

i mean lunch without little miss thick skin, sj or joanne

so i just snap what was on the table.

and this is yee win.

she stared at the 7-up

to drink or not to drink

aiyah, drink bah!

(okay, i am lame again)

and this is me

the point is not my face but the fugly uniform.

handmade in indonesia

-.-

seriously

work is fun only becuase of the fun friends there.

today i went to work laughing the whole day through.

i wish to share but it wouldn't be funny if i type out here.

awwwwwwwwwww,
look forward to more jokes and laughter tomorrow.

and i wish to see mr big butt too.

hahahaha. happy teachers' day!

2008-08-27T20:21:00.003+08:00

i really met a creepy insane old hag today!

yesss, she is the crazy old freak.

i dont wanna scold vulgarities but i cant help it already.

"nabei ccb lah her"

i really dont know to laugh and mock and feel sorry for her because she has serious mental problem or should i be damn pissed off that she spat on me.

WHAT IS HER BLOODY PROBLEM??????

i was with my tweeny happily eating MOSburger at cwp then this insane woman stood beside our table and stared.

so of course, we took a glance at her then continue eating lahhh.

the ALL OF A SUDDEN,
this freak started mumbling some stuff..

then she spat on me!

cheebye.

lucky she couldnt aim properly. her viscous, slippery substance never kana me but landed on the bench beside me, only a dot of her saliva landed on my arm.

damn fuck disgusting.

so i turned and shouted

"what is your problem?"

the she walked back to our table and said something like this...

"you make her quarrel with her mother.....blah blah whatever whatever your mother....
you die first!"

then she walked off to sit down.

cheebye. siao zha bao.
when did i make anyone quarrel with her mother?
and she cursed me lorr!

i am really really really down on my luck or something.
anyone voodoo or put a spell on me is it?

i told tweeny, seven month not over yet.
i just kuan tio gui (i just saw a ghost)

-.-

now that i am writing the whole incident down i really feel like pekcek.

she really did something utterly senseless to me, a stranger.
she is really mad.
walau, go IMH lah. can spit all she wants there right?

URRRRRRRRRRGH!

i met my mummy at cold storage after that
and mummy says she saw this freak a few times in cwp already.

so people, look at her face carefully.

stay far far far away if you see her.
if not....

well...

there is no way anyone can win against a mad woman.

so just stay away from her.

after a memorable dinner at MOS, we went for groccery shopping.
heehee. and just stroll around cwp.

seriously,was a little worried about seeing that mad woman again.

my mummy asked me why i didnt slap her.
she say i should slap her and run or call the security to arrest her.

true also....

WALAU.
can't believe i am spat at!

she must have learnt it from tv show or something

or someone else did it to her before.

aiyah...

whatever it is...

just my luck.

2008-08-26T23:35:00.004+08:00

i had been too tired these few days to even like on my lappy. had been working and working since saturday. yes, for money.

after my last paper on friday,went for a horror movie (my fav) with bb.

it's NC16, thai. i just love horror movies.

4 little stories combined as one.

first one - happiness

so realistic and likely to happen.

started off like a muted show.

second one - tit for tat

gross.

but it is a good story and i love it.

third - in the middle

kinda weird but okay still.

i didnt know people wouldn't realise that they're already dead.

fourth - the last flight.

eerie.

and to think, i am gonna take a plane to thai soon.

i suppose it's a nice movie if not i wouldn't even remember the story after like 4 days.

awwwwwwwww~!

the sweet couple in the shop

i decided to take some photos of myself during lunch break on saturday since my face wasn't peeling so badly that day.

and, sadly lunchboxes has been pathetic these few days.

seems too budget. eeeeeeew.

today was a good bonding day!

alfida blanjah (treat) me, shuwen and su kie to pizza.
- pizza hut delivery to jbp.
for the first time, i enjoyed lunch.

there was chatting and laughing among the 3 of us,

and we ate outdoor with birds chirping and wind blowing. feels like a picnic.

unlike usual when it's solo lunch at the pantry.

i am also happy that i went to take over at lory loft for the first time.
although only for an hour but i love learning new stuff.
and su is a nice, friendly and patient lady.

also,
enjoyed watching the bird show with sj and also chatted damn alot during work with her.

oh yah!
i caught a thief today.
outrageous!
he just took it in his hands and walked off. did he think i was that dumb?

i ran after him after double-checking with cashier if he had paid

me: sir did you pay for the item?
thief: oh my god!
thief turn to son: how come it is in my hand?

son gave a blur look.

thief dig into his pockets and i heard coins

then scolded the son and son said he didnt take it
(i know the father took it himself)

thief pass the item back to me and said: sorry sorry, i didnt know it was in my hands.

and continue to scold the son.

-.-

what kinda father is this?

well......

time flew today! and that is great~!!

i dont know why i was so orangy that day.

work has been fine, getting better i should say.

got to know and interact with more and more people there. and it is true like what the others told me earlier. it will be less boring as i work there more. b'cos i know what is needed to be done and get familiarised with things.

sunday was funny.
it was raining cats and dogs that day (so heavy that there was flood).
i was in a rush to meet my sweets for steamboat.
people who knows me well knows that i dont take umbrella AT ALL.
so the plan was to cab down to bugis.
too bad, there was a long queue and there was no cab at the taxi stand even.

taxis just dont appear at the right time!

damn it!

i was like comtemplating in my heart, should i like force myself to take umbrella??

just then, i saw this girl from operation. she is called hui lin.
so i asked if she could shelter me to the bus stop.
and of cos she nods with a smile.
since there was flood with muddy water,
two girls under one umbrella
was like screeching and screaming as we walked to the bus stop.

can't help it, it was pretty memorable.
half of each of us was wet, feet soaked in muddy water.
and board the bus shivering like mad.

so i made a new friend
(:
but that was how i caught a flu
:(

now my nostrils are like running taps.
stuffed tissues and panadol flu tablets don't helped anymore.
so now, i am gonna take a hot shower and go to bed.

goodnights.

2008-08-20T08:22:00.000+08:00

good morning!

it's frigging 8am in the morning now, and this is the mess left from yesterday.

honey honey honey cornflakes makes good breakfast.

J O Y

my one and only finger puppet.

bye bye. off for more revision.

2008-08-17T15:20:00.005+08:00

for this new series of Dove products,

a campaign call Dove Shower Ok is launched.

everyone can bring their singing out of their bathroom.

this is a pretty interesting competition.

this is the shower booth set up at vivocity.

very cuteeeee right?!

imagine the participants have to sing inside this and passerbys can actually stop to look.

each performance was recorded and uploaded on its official website for public voting.

vote and you could win an Apple ipod Touch!

so why not click on the Ad (on the left) and vote for your favourite videos now!!

some of the videos are really interesting and funny! :D:D

2008-08-17T11:23:00.001+08:00

i ate two dhekia (piglet) for breakfast.

been lovin' it since young, hahaha.

im blogging in the morning and this feels weird.

nonetheless, i wont be doing much today anyway. just staying at home to revise for AFA. definitely, im terribly distracted by msn pop-ups.

also, i am looking at maps of bangkok while eating dhegia. i want to locate a good hotel. and also find out more shopping places. I AM SO GONNA GO BANGKOK THIS OCT!

alright, i better go back to AFA. urrrrrrrrgh, hate exams.

p.s. i miss my sweets many many many many!

2008-08-16T23:24:00.004+08:00

in the mist of examinations,

i still went to work today.

today is a good day.

(other than the severe headache im having now and the super overweight translucent lizard on the toilet door and flying cockcroach which flew into my window)

work is fun.

and when work is fun, time dont seems to crawl like usual.

interesting tour guide creates laughter, cute children, H, trying to explain cents to some tourists, trying to understand what yee win (a new colleague) was trying to say, etc.

the pleasure of just secretly stealing a glance

2008-08-15T17:26:00.002+08:00

2008-08-14T23:43:00.000+08:00

went to pastamania @ downtown east

mug

2008-08-12T23:38:00.001+08:00

went to eat Ichiban Sushi at cwp today.
hubs still prefer the one at amk hub though.

hubs is exceptionally sweeeeeeeeeeet today

and that makes me a really contented and happy girl

watched money no enough 2

i went into the theatre preparing myself for a good laugh.
surprisingly,
i actually cried a few times throughout the show.

overall, it was worth the watch. the story is pretty well paced, and really heartwarming. to me.
quite typical of Jack Neo's film,
which portray the reality in the society of Singapore.
the movie is simple
but the moral lesson of family values is very strong.

2008-08-11T15:34:00.005+08:00

i was just about to start revising when i realise i cannot concentrate at all.

too many distractions on my mind. so i decided to make good use of my blog here. write my thoughts out so that perhaps i can concentrate better.

i really dont know if i should trim back my fringe to bangs, i am currently parking it to the side as it is too long and blocking my view. i thought bangs was last year's trend, and that it is already fading away. but no, no. i happen to see heidi klum with bangs on Project Runway and she look gorgeous. and kate moss also step out with one now.

i really dont know. on one hand, it doesnt fit my round face. but on the other hand, i have a pretty large forehead and bangs can close the gap to make the face appear more balanced.

urrrrrrgh~!

i want to get a nude lipstick. and i mean a really really nude one.

i am tired of having glossy lips already. sometimes i feel that it looks so like oily.

i havent been doing much shopping lately. and i feel that i need one.

i am planning to go bangkok this Oct. i love the night markets and shopping malls there. simply irrisistable.

hubs is really keen on going too! (:
i need a really relaxing retail therapy there.
they really do have cheap and trendy stuffs there.
i still remember the last time i went there with my mum, we had to buy a new luggage because we bought too much clothes. lol.

exams haven't even started, but i am really looking forward to end of it already. two more weeks two more weeks. but well, meanwhile, i shall go back to my revision :x

2008-08-10T22:56:00.005+08:00

i know, i know. finally an update.

no, i aint really that busy these days. maybe just plain lazy to update and see no point blogging about my mundane and uninteresting life. i shall spice up my life after exam ends.

and of course my hubs is still showering me with tender loving care and glad to say more than ever, especially when i am going through the most irritating process of skin-peeling.

the medicine which ive to feed myself everyday now makes me go hungry like just every half an hour, so i fill my stomach with strawberry honey stars. just as delicious as the original honey stars.

i have started work at jbp. it was not as fun as i thought. well well, i hope i can get more job satisfaction as time goes by. if not i will really be working for the sake of money, and i go to work looking forward to lunch, breat time and end of work. it can get really boring at certain times when there is no tourists at all. and i am really becoming a racist. oh well...

the black swan in the picture was the first bird i saw on the first day of work. i will post more birds soon. haven't really get to tour the whole park yet.

starbucks as usual to mug with peanut. i am drinking so much of caffeine that i think it has now lost its ability to keep me awake.

we were concentrating so well until people from behind the divider put their drinks on the divider. i cannot help it but get distracted look at the drinks every time their owner grab them down and put them back. fern noticed my eyes turning each time and she laughed so from then on we started chatting and even taking the above photos. she was like saying what will happen if she pushes their drinks. hahaha.

that is all for today's update. i will try to update more often. heeee, i still prefer a plain white and simple blog. hope everyone will have a great week ahead (:

2008-07-25T21:57:00.001+08:00

安室奈美惠's latest album to be released soon.

Pretty and hottttt! ♥

and I super adore her thick and long hair. sizzling sexy!

Cant Sleep, Cant Eat, Im Sick (REMIX) - Namie Amuro

stayed home the whole day today.

yesss, I know I'm rotting.

B cooked dinner for me today.

my favourite loutus and peanut soup,

fried dumplings

and other yummy-licious stuff.

I know I havent post much photos recently right..

don't know, perhaps phobia from that pizza incident.

lol. nahh, not really lahh.

just that I feel inferior when I take photos these days

my face is getting worse and worse.

more and more obvious pimples.

omg. I will rescue my poor face soon.

can't stand it anymore. urrrgh.

hahaha, I will I will take some photos soon.

SATURDAY IS TOMORROW!

must wake up early early.

I am exceptionally excited.

cannot be late tomorrow.

I can't wait to see the birds and sweat under the sunny sun.

and not forgetting serving tourists from all over the world ♥

As for now, off to watch 'Perfect cut'

Hope everyone will have a damn happy and well spent weekend (:

XOXO♥♥

2008-07-24T20:38:00.001+08:00

I was truly amazed by how selfish you can get.
Just so as to get what you want,
you can have such nasty ideas against another party.
well done.
Even though people seems to be okay
with what you are doing to them now,
but please watch your back.

Only do onto others what you want others to do onto you.

and for now, keeping silence seems like the best.

I really feel guilty, I didnt purposely want to put people in the spot.
Sigh. But now that I know the truth, I feel much better.
At least I know what I should do :D

This month is incredibly amazing for me!
I didn't do much pampering to myself.

10 THINGS ON MY MIND:

1. classic mani and pedi
2. caramel macchiato & oreo cheesecake
3. shopping, more shopping
4. starting work
5. long hair
6. meeting shiyun
7. blings on my ipod
8. threading
9. kbox/party world
10. many many delicious food

And, have been watching quite many movies recently.

Surprisingly, of all then four movies, I enjoyed red cliff the most.
Never really like this kinda films but this one amazes me. Can't wait for episode2.
Prom night is a cliche horror movie.
The dark knight was okay only, not as exciting as I thought. If to compare both Hancock and Batman which are both heros story, I will prefer Hancock.

Alright, weekends is finally near. Can't wait.

2008-07-23T16:40:00.004+08:00

Current location: NYP's library.

surprised that i'm studying?

I was studying with peiqing. but she left to meet her friend and I am still at the library waiting for B to come and fetch me. I am not distracted..just taking a break. :p

I am so in love with this song ♥ ♥

甜甜的 (Tian Tian De) - Jay Chou

我轻轻的尝一口你说的爱我
还在回味你给过的温柔
我轻轻的尝一口这香浓的诱惑
我喜欢的样子你都有你爱过头
竟然答应我
要给我蜂蜜口味的生活
加一颗奶球我搅拌害羞
将甜度调高后才牵手
你的爱太多想随身带走
想你的时候就吃上一口
我温热着每个孤独感受
却又担心降温了要求
我尝着你话里面的奶油
溜啊溜听过的每句话都很可口
呦啊呦而那些多余的画面全被跳过
你的眼中只有我
我轻轻的尝一口你说的爱我
还在回味你给过的温柔
我轻轻的尝一口这香浓的诱惑
我喜欢的样子你都有
我轻轻的尝一口你说的爱我
舍不得吃会微笑的糖果
我轻轻的尝一口分量虽然不多
却将你的爱完全吸收
我微笑着让香味停留
缘分走到这也赖着不走
像夹心饼干中间有甜头
继续下去不需要理由
我尝着你话里面的奶油溜啊溜
听过的每句话都很可口呦啊呦
而那些多余的画面全被跳过
你的眼中只有我
我轻轻的尝一口你说的爱我
还在回味你给过的温柔
我轻轻的尝一口这香浓的诱惑
我喜欢的样子你都有
我轻轻的尝一口你说的爱我
舍不得吃会微笑的糖果
我轻轻的尝一口分量虽然不多
却将你的爱完全吸收
我轻轻的尝一口你说的爱我
还在回味你给过的温柔
我轻轻的尝一口味道香浓的说
我喜欢的样子你都有
我轻轻的尝一口你说的爱我
舍不得吃会微笑的糖果
我轻轻的尝一口分量虽然不多
却将你的爱完全吸收

2008-07-19T19:10:00.000+08:00

HELLO ALL MY DEAREST READERS!

Basically,
a picture which I posted up on my previous post
got myself and poor boyfriend into trouble.
Oh well...

That picture shows the above pizza with a pastamania pizza box with pastamania logo.
So a reader of my blog sent a email to pastamania to complain about it.
Saying why is there no such pizza at pastamania.
He even gave my blog link.
So now all pastamania staffs are reading or what??

Okay, let me start telling the grandmother story now.

MY BOYFRIEND bakes a banana and strawberry pizza at home specially for me.
(AND SO THIS PIZZA IS NOT AVALIABLE AT PASTAMANIA)
And to surprise a depressed girlfriend, he put it in the pastamania pizza box so that I will think it's just a ordinary pizza from pastamania.

I WAS DELIGHTED BY THIS SURPRISE!

And the naive me took pictures of both the box and the pizza and posted it here on my blog.
But I didnt type out the whole story
and did not explain that this pizza is not from pastamania.

I'M REALLY SORRY FOR THE MISUNDERSTANDING!

THIS PIZZA IS NOT AVALIABLE AT PASTAMANIA!
THIS PIZZA IS NOT AVALIABLE AT PASTAMANIA!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

I'm really apologetic for the inconvenience caused to pastamania and the reader/s.
But at the same time, I don't think my blog is that popular that it will cause such a big impact right?? You mean will people start ordering that particular pizza which I posted here after reading my blog. If so, should I be happy or troubled??

OMFG!
Blogging is getting more and more tiring and annoying.

Definition of blog:
an online diary; a personal chronological log of thoughts published on a Web page

There are many different kinds of blog as wikipedia has stated and mine here is a personal blog.
So to me, it is really a place for me to express my feelings and even "pen" down what I do in my daily life. Be it exciting or mundane, be it sad or happy.
Of course, I do appreciate readers coming here. But please, respect is the most basic courtesy isn't it? If you have anything you are not happy about what I have written or even just simply just curious, I always welcome you to questuon me on my tagboard. Tagboard is for readers to communicate with the blogger isn't it?
If you choose to come to my blog and read what I have wrote, then why is there a need to cause disturbance be it in a form of spamming or whatever, then is there really a need?

And to the guy who send the email,
I dont know what is your ultimate reason for doing this.
But it really got me a little pissed off.
Of course, I am not asking for privacy to whatever I choose to write here.
But, shouldn't one be given the chance to defend oneself before being complained. Weird.
If you choose to assume that pizza is from pastamania then you go ad buy it then you could have come and questioned me directly. Is there A NEED to complain?
So what you expect them to do? Sue me? Or take actions against my boyfriend?
If that is your motive and it makes you hapy, then it's either you're too "righteous" or too evil in the heart. Then I can't help thinking perhaps you know us personally and hate us to core and this is a good chance for sobotaging? Oh, or are you just another hypocrite that is simply jealous that I have such a delicious pizza?
Whatever it is, I just feel that you're making a mountain out of a molehill.
That's all (:

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Alright, back to usual stuff (:
I have been fine these few days.
It's just projects, projects, and stress.

Imagine.
Today is a Saturday, I have to go back to school early in the morning to complete project.
Then tomorrow Sunday, also have to wake up early to complete a personal homepage.
I feel like screaming!

All the deadlines to projects queue up one after another.

Next one up in on Monday, Microecons.
Oh my oh. This is a super rush one.
But I guess we're handling it pretty well (:
I want the presentation to go smoothly on Monday, pleaseeee!

♥

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fine, I will miss you so that you dont spam me! hahahaha~!

Just kidding. I sure will miss you one (:

ADELINENGJIAYING:]]:

YOUR ARE MISSING ME RIGHT!?!! i knew it! tsk!!

*check out my matching pies!!!* xDD haha!!!

ehhh~!

WANT TO SEE MORE? CALL THIS NUMBER!

hahahaha. I know you miss me! shy~!

peiqing :): hey cheer up you kitty! =D

you doraemon, I tell you I got mouth liao right??

don't force me to play scissors paper stone with you.

if you're a doraemon, hohohohoho, I sure win! (:

YenSun: sounds like i shld have gone to starbuck to study!!haha

HAHAHAHA! hello!

didn't know you reads my blog. someone still owe me dinner right?

I don't mind donuts back though. :D

♥

2008-07-16T22:40:00.008+08:00

I managed to survive school today.

Insisted on super short 40mins lunch with dearest boyf.

then he left for work

and I went to revised for tmr's test at starbucks while waiting for shiyun.

I always wish wish wish RP ends school earlier.

I really love starbucks @ woodlands.

one of the most condusive place to studyyy.

I really cannot concentrate at home

with the food, tvee, comfy bed, killer internet and just any other thing.

home is just too comfortable to study!

I managed to absorbed all that I have read.

Now I'm pretty worried about the presentation tomorrow.

I don't feel prepared at all.

And damn all the projects. Bloody stressing me up.

Deadlines queueing up so closely behind one another.

Arrrrgh.

Just when I thought life has been pretty kind to me for that split second or so.

There comes the whirlwind that comes messing up my life again.

Why not just blow me away with it?

Some things are better left unsaid.

I'm glad I have people I can lean on.

And I know they won't let me fall.

And to think carefully.

I have nothing to lose actually.

Instead,

I am enlighten!

Now I really treasure this man who stands by me

because he had showered me with the love I ever so needed.

I was insecured, now I am sure of his uncondtional love.

It took me so long to realise.

"huan nan jian zhen qing"

how true~!

And that is what it means when they say,

there are always two sides to a story.

Always look on the bright side of life!

Shiyun, even a zillion thanks can't express how much I appreciate your sweetness.

You know I love you and I know You love me too and this is enough

A BIG smiley that brightens up my day.

and

A pizza that also warmths my heart.

I am sucha happy girlfriend of Raymond's.

He held me tight in his arms when I cried hard that night.

He whispered in my ears that he will be there for me.

And this was all I ever need from him to be strong.

3 words, 8 letters, 1 meaning.

But still, my heart aches a little.

2008-07-14T22:12:00.001+08:00

hahahahahaha!

I just hate washing dishes too.
My poko knows this well.

This morning went to KK hospital

to visit my aunt after recieving an emergency call at 5am.

Kinda scary. Glad she is okay already.

Lesson learnt: Life is really precious.

Cancer can really happen to anyone, anytime.

On the lighter side,

there are many cute children and babies there.

Didnt bear to leave my little cousins waiting for their mum,

so accompanied them till 3plus and left to school for project.

Boohoo, I'm doing work okay??!

POKO!
took these few days back.

Saw this on some random website.

It's kinda interesting but gross too right?

hahahaha, a pussy lolli. eeeek.

JUST DO IT
(:

Replies to tags

saint: cheer up! =)

if you make fun of your own giant head then perhaps I can laugh.

too many things are happening around me. not only friends, but also many other issues.

but I'll be strong (:

wanlin: hey! remember me? hahas. nice blog u got (: hmm... keep seeing u in sku~ but u don seem to see me wor =x keke. cya arnd! takkire

hey wanlin, of course I remember you lahhh~ how can I forget you. is it? next time must cal my name LOUDloud so I can hear you mahhh! (:

zh: what's wrong with you??? why so down?

over many many things. Sigh. I dont want depression! ahhhhh~!

stacie: hey!! cheer up!!

thanks (:

i hope I will be fine soon.

2008-07-12T02:36:00.000+08:00

I know lack of post recently, I am losing the passion to blog.
hahaha. nothing much that i s interesting in my life anyway.

I love poko. (:
so cuteeeee.

I shall just pretend I am happy.
Nobody will know what is hidden behind a happy smile.
sigh...
when I confided into a friend,
( she always have wise words for me)
she says,
Friends come and go, only some stay.
There are many reasons why things have changed
probably it's your problem, or theirs.
maybe you did something they can't stand,
or they can just hate you for no reason
I know how you feel,
the feeling of left out.
The feeling of putting up a strong front,
but the stabbing pain inside.
And when especially,
there is nothing you can do but just pretend.
she says,
nevermind girl,
cheer up!
many things take both hands to clap.
if you know what is the problem, solve it.
if you don't know, you know you can' do anything about it.
Just dont care.
You know what friends mean.
Friends dont leave you behind,
they walk beside you.
You have many other friends who cares,
and what about your other probems also?
So my dear, dont over stress yourself okay?
life still goes on!
you are so depressed talking to me abt them here
but they dont give a damn abt you.
so is it worth it?

Nonetheless,
I am glad I still have my precious darlingsss with me (:
wheeeeeeeeeeee
we went for khappy at suntec
and sang our lungs out from 2 to 8, 6 hours!
haven't K for sometime already.

Then went to ms to shopped around.
:D:D:D

Then had late dinner at makansutra.
HOKKIEN MEE!!!

Today, my precious shiyun did many dumbdumb things!
Can't stop thinking of them!
LOl.
I can't say out if not she will kill me!
And anyway, thanks for being such a sweet listening ear always (:

LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!

Only photo today.

newspaper dino!

the story behind this burnt sock:

it was raining cats and dogs that day

so poko's socks were soaked when he reached his workplace.

he put them on top of the oven to warm it...

then when he went back to get them..he saw...

ONE BIG HOLE!

ehhh my friend, I am not this round yet!

she says I am becoming this round :(

Replies to tags

marilyn: do take good care of urself!! nowdays thee are too much of those germs-monster flying in the air

thanks! yeah, I have been falling sick real easily nowadays. haha, must drink more water and eat more nutritious food (:

peiqing :): hahahs. she is my pri-school friend! =D link me eh =DD

what a small world! yup, linked! (:

saint: omg Han!! why Han have same expression on all the 3 pics!! haha anyway take care of yourself

I will take care of myself. I don't know. But he got alot of expressions on your blog. LOl.

stacie: i look funny with the twist pic!! :0 haha. sorry.. i admit that my chinese really suck. haha.:)

hey, I think it's not your chinese. it's your choice of words. remember??? "I think I will have a fun time with your dad tonight" lol.

2008-07-07T19:01:00.009+08:00

Finally get my laptop alive again!
it had been having its pms since last week
and it died on me since saturday.
I scolded it, slam it, kiss it, tried everything and ALL dont work

Raymond sayang it last night then it finally came alive.
naughty laptop.

last week, I was a bad student.
only attended school for 2days.
not that I wanted though :(

INSOMIA FOR THE WHOLE WEEK :(
hate the feeling

Monday

I forgot what I did on Monday -.-

Tuesday

got myself a new phone W910i in white gold. not the best but I'm glad I have a new phone. wheeeeee. it's so much much lighter then N81 -.-

And, treated myself to french pedi and medi (:

Saint is a nice friend, thanks for your patience with me!

Wednesday

woke up late. lesson starts at 9am
and I woke up at 11:30am thinking I'm not late.
my body clock is totally spoilt.
thanks so much to insomia huh?
went to Ikea and a few other places
to see some beds and furnitures in the afternoon

taken at the arcade (:

then in the evening,
while on the expressway to tpy..
there was a sudden downpour
Raymond and I was all drenched.

so guess what,
I was running a fever at night.
lovely raymond sent me to see the doctor
in the middle of the night.
39.5 degree celcius.
well done Cindy!
couldnt run away from injection this time
woohoo

Thursday

Temperature went down aloooot thanks to injection.

Spent the afternoon at home trying to research for my speech but the hammering headache really kills. Was napping, researching, napping, researching, napping. wow. And researching on a a laptop that keep on clashing and without microsoft word is like so so so frustrating. ARRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I much wanted to give up and just MC myself for ICA.

donuts of encouragement (:

Lovely Jenny accompany me to FEP in th evening to buy a formal skirt. It's an excuse to get some fresh air actually. She's a sweet.

Friday

Informative speech on Social Enterpreneurship.
I definitely never felt so unprepared for such a speech before.
Quite disappointed in myself. I could have done better.

Went to interview Mr Ong (hui ci's dad) for our project.

Formal

Informal

Smile (:

I went home dead tired and slept like a log.

Grandma says I have to rest at home over the weekend to recover fully.
Raymond says I must eat more vitamins.
And I say I must sleep at regular timings from now on.

Isn't this baby adorable?

Then how about these???

these are Marzipan babies.

Definition of Marzipan:
almond paste; a sweet paste made of ground almonds and sugar, often with egg whites or yolks, used as a layer in cakes or molded into ornamental shapes

I recieved this email from a friend

and the subject was: Realistic sculptures of human babies.

After seeing these images, I was kinda amazed yet disgusted.

Amazed that somebody can make the babies look so real that they even have expressions.

Disgusted that it is a food. Anyone who eats these are sick or what?

Then I went on to surf around to read more about these Marzipan babies and I came across this website.

It says "The sculptures are the work of artist Camille Allen, who says she molds them from polymer clay which is cured to a hard, porcelain-like finish. According to the artist's FAQ, the hair is fine-strand English mohair. Each doll measures between 2 and 5 inches from head to toe and sells for as much as $1,000.

Then...

I came across another website which says otherwise

It says "Because--in fact these babies are not marzipan or clay. No--they're real."

OMG. read it for yourself, more disgusting info.

After reading quite a few websites....

I still have no idea what exactly is it.

LOl.

I just found it kinda intersting (:

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steph8706: haha... thx thx... must view more often...

OF COURSE I will (:

winnie: hellos, blog hopping(: u v chio neh. ^^

NO!!! not pretty at all.

Many many other much much MUCH prettier girls out there! (:

and thanks for visiting (:

melviin: hey that's my drawing! i'm going to sue you for copyright infringement!!! lol

:p you never put copyright that time hor! hahaha. and I praise your drawing nice eh~!

marilyn: thankyou !

WELCOME!! (:

Nagamasa: Haha looks like you gals are having a blast of time!! good luck:D

yeah, thanks to all my girlfriends. they rock my life!

you never come back celebrate for me :(

Nagamasa: Hey:D Gal how's ure shop doing anways:D?
LOl, havent been updating much there actually :p

2008-06-28T23:57:00.000+08:00

YAYYYY!
finally get to meet my precious princesses!
and we went ice skating.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (:
we played from 3plus till it closes.
fun fun fun! shy to admit but it's my virgin try.

trying to act chicky chicken

so sad our next holiday isnt together,

no more cruise :(

2008-06-28T01:14:00.003+08:00

Slacked and chilled around with Zhangyan and co. after school today.

Can't even remember when was the last time I went to a playground.

Although didn't play those childhood games but nonetheless,

I love their company.

On the train, Shirlyn and I saw 3aunties who are really WOW.

Especially the one with similar hairstyle as me.

She really really very daring. Her hair is gold with orange highlights.

WOWWOWOW.

and who says old people can't cut helmet head.

I'm only 19 and people say I act cute :(

I am enjoying my last teen okay?

haha.

Get Smart.

Nice and really funny.

It is really those that you will laugh out loud at the gags.

Perhaps, a right one for the emo Cindy now.

I can't wait for Tuesday.

Can't wait, can't wait.

As for now, I need a good night sleep.

No more waking up early tomorrow. Wheee (:

2008-06-27T01:44:00.007+08:00

What am I doing at 1:33 am when lesson is starting at 9am tomorrow?

1. Online shopping
I really saw many many many pretty stuff today. I'm so gonna be broke.
Cindy Oh Cindy, choose one. McDonalds or clothes?
LOl. Online shopping is seriously a sinful sin.

2. Stare at the research on Teenage Abortion.
I have a terrifying debate tomorrow and I am trying to write my part of speech for the conclusion. I have all the thoughts running through.
But whenever I try to ink it on my paper, oh no.
Perhaps I should just start anything to get the flow going.

Damn.
What if I go out and just lost all my ability to argue.
I can't think under stress or when questioned.

3. Flipping through Ikea catalogue
I cannot stop thinking about how my room will look like after the make-over.
I want this, I want that. I want this on my wall, I want that placed there.
So excited, I AM GONNA DRAW ON THE WALL!

4. Talk bullshit with Melvin the Mole

He is really good at his drawing.
(YanYan, he's better than both of us)

5. Emo-ing
I have been feeling rather emotional since last night.
Seriously, why?
I wish I know.
I have many issues. And I need solutions.
Good solid solutions.

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yan: let go for a nerd party real soon! i wan to try tooo.. haha
haha. we'll not have mountain dew but we'll call mac delivery. Ours not nerd party can.. should be san gu liu po party.

shirlyn: DOUBLE HELMET!!!HAHAHA!
Which is more funny? My helmet head or your POO?
HAHAHAHA! obviously yours.

shirley: hey girl, saw you in nyp today. called out but you didnt hear. hahaha. btw, nice cap! seldom see u in cap (:
thanks! oooh, sorry I didnt hear you. must call louder next time or wave to me. haha :D

saint: today double helmet... haha
I shall not be half or double. I shall be a normal helmet head.
And big thanks to that picture of the helmet. Must ask your sister to teach me hoe to bully you more. And learn to put sarcastic smileys behind smses :x

Alright. Random post and I shall go back to my work.

2008-06-24T22:36:00.004+08:00

I want a nerd party too (:

Nahhh, I mean sleepovers.

Nothing much about my typical tuesday in school.

The most exciting thing I did was to go and re-pierce my nose.

I don't have a particular reason for doing that

and actually it doesnt even make me a tweeny weeny bit prettier.

Oh well.

I just feel like doing it.

I don't worry about the people who hate or resent me,

I am more worried about the people whom I love

And I guess that is the reason why I'm so so so so pissed now.

I really hold you so close to my heart

but looks like I've been fooled.

I called you my friend.

"If I just do it, it will take less time than telling someone what I'm thinking, and have them free associate, and then come back to me and I'll hate it and I'll have to redo it."

by Issac Mizrahi

Many times, many situations, I really really feel this way. What is the point of delegating work??

2008-06-23T18:44:00.013+08:00

Today is the first day of school reopen.
Only have Aloysious's class.

Asked the girls if they wanna have lunch in school but
zhang yan not free,
qing ling dont want
and
shirlyn best, no reply.

Sigh, whyyyyy my friends likeeeeeeee thissssssssssss?

Heeheee...
Actually they 'pang seh' me
to go get cake and the super cute present for me.
:D:D:D:D

Birthday celebration part 4

Look how happy I was to see them with the cake (:

This is probably my first time cutting a cake in class.

My birthday never falls on a schooling day.

The

REAL BIG ENORMOUS SURPRISE

came when they came out of the toilet and presented to me my present.

STUNNING!

They bought me a child's bra and they wrote happy birthday on it.

AND they gimme in front of all the people.

Man. I must be blushing with embarrassment.

FORCED TO TAKE A PICTURE.

and I swear I was facing many many many many many

many many many many MANY pairs of eyes.

and like 4 cameras.

So paiseh....

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~!

I was trying not to laugh...

THANKS my precious AUNTIES ♥

Although I saw the cake and ruin the first surprise..

but it's the thought that counts.

And I really really appreciate this.

thanks alooooooooot.

love you all aloooooooooooot.

You girls are the reason why I enjoy going to school.

eeeeee, so mushy. only use to bickering with your. hahahha

PRETTIEST BRA EVER!

(it's kids bra and it's size S)

I'll keep the bra with special care.
And when I'm sad I'll take it out to see.
(:

(ignore that white dot there. it's a dirt on my mirror :x)

♥

I don't know is it I'm addicted to making funny faces

or I'm simply cranky.

I love bulldogs and I'm serious.

♥♥

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with smiles

xin wei: you look very funny in those photos! LMAO

yeah, I know :p

even me myself also feel like laughing when I look at them.

saint: the retarded photos... HAHAHAHA

thanks to you. I thought you'll blog sia.

catherine: heyhey, i tink u look cuter with ur new hairdo. and btw where can i find prints?

thanks. but my face is too round!

you can find Prints at citylink.

yan: u sound lik a handphone seller =x

I copy and paste the chunk of words from a website of a hp seller what. hahahahahha.

but the phone niceeeeeee right?

What a lovely monday (:

2008-06-22T18:37:00.002+08:00

Birthday celebration part 1

Finally I sent all the photos from my phone.

That day,

I did the dumbest thing ever.

I brought my camera out but without the battery inside.

I was charging it the night before and I thought I've put it back into my camera already.

DUMB.

what a pity man.

If not there will be so many more photos.

Dinner @ Mr Mussels.

Musselicous. What a sad thing I can't eat seafood that day.
There is a very funny waiter there who comes in with my mini cake and sunflower.

And he said SURPRISE! in a damn funny manner.

Oh, I love that yellow sunflower (:

Brought to me by my two precious.

Once again, THANKS!! many many thanks.

I was a little shy to walk around vivo with the balloon and the sunflower.

They made my day.

I love love love them.

I wish Xiwen was with us, but I love her too.

Made with tons of love from my 3 precious.

I LOVE IT.

I love this kinda handmade gifts.

and this one here really is pretty.

At 12am, presented to me by RAYMOND (:

I am a happy birthday girl.

Birthday celebration part 2

Lunch @ Awon Korean resturant located at Excelsior hotel.

We had BBQ and Steamboat buffet.

The food there is nice.

But I didn't had the appetite to eat so I ate really little.

I wasn't feeling well and best of it all, my wallet.

Birthday celebration part 3

Dinner @ 黑社會 with Brandon and co.

minmin, get your ass back here soon okay?

Reservations had to be made earlier as the place is always packed with people. We ordered the dinner set instead of ala carte.

Pictures credit to Belle.

I was a glutton and too busy with the food.

Personally I really adore the sharks fin soup.

The sharks fin soup came with lots and lots of sharks fin.

Ohhh, not forgetting the abalong.

The baby abalone was succulent. Every bite is so soft and nice.

Thanks for the delicious treat guys! (:

And Brandon...where is my 19C ?

Alright all these are photos from yesterday.

HELMET HEAD :D

If you think he looks stupid then you are wrong.

You will see the most retarded Cindy ever.

Trying to learn from the Gatsby ad.

Don't laugh!

Fine. I know I dont look as cute as the milky girl.

Mashi Maro?

This is the best.

Okay, I'm retarded.

Now I am seriously embarrassed.

2008-06-21T01:34:00.003+08:00

I ADORE THIS.
I just saw it today and IT'S GOOD LOOKING (:

The limited edition white and gold Sony Ericsson W910i

It comes pre-loaded with exclusive Def Jam videos and music tracks from artists

such as Mariah Carey, Rihanna, Ludacris and Playaz Circle.

It’s a 3G slider phone with a 2 megapixel camera, video calling, HSDPA and a large 2.4 inch display, yet is weighs just 86g and measures only 12.5mm thick.

Other features worth noting are HSDPA (3.6 Mbits/sec) for high speed music downloads, web browser, FM radio with RDS, stereo Bluetooth and up to 9 hours talk time per battery charge.

HELMET HEAD!
DAMN. dont laugh....

I told the hair stylist, Michelle that I want to trim my hair and for my fringe I dont want it to have parting. AND I INSISTED I dont want straight and thick bangs.
BUT...she cut the fringe to the length then she say she will layer it so that it won't be bangs.
(at that point of time, I look into the mirror...gosh. super round and not me already)
then, she look at me in the mirror after doing ABIT of layering
and insisted I should keep it like that.
The best thing is she says that not everybody suits this hairstyle so the more I should have it
-.-
So I kept it.
Aiyah...not my first time anyway.

And thanks to Shiyun for the recommendation to Kelly's Hair Salon.
I think I'm going back there next time.

After that went to Suntec.
It's sort of renovated at the first floor. Not bad.

Shopped around. Saint got his formal shirt and I got a top from Mango.
Sales going on and it's really chaotic there.

And as usual, I dragged him groccery shopping with me.

One glance at it and I thought it is Gabby.
WOW. garbriel's brand of jam sia.

GABBY? GABRY? sa sa fen bu qing chu
combination of gabby and gary.

And these are mine. Yums.

Oh yah, this is for my LOVE.
obviously not from carrefour. It's from Prints.

Chilled at Ben & Jerry's.
Yummy, yummy, yummy.

Im really ultra high and retarded when I'm lack of sleep.
Insomia attack yesterday so I didnt sleep at all.
I did a stupid thing which is to allow that saint to take all the retarded photos of me.
He says he will blog them.
I'm such a joke today.
HELMET HEAD with FUNNY EXPRESSIONS.
urrrrrrrrgh.

I will post them once he sends me.
:p

My eyes are sharp, saint commented.
I spotted this when we were walking out.
I know cannot see clearly but it's ultra retard.
(oh maybe that's why I can spot it. My level of retardedness??)
Why can't GAP just write. Monday to Sunday, 10am-10pm.
And to make it worse,
saint notice that there is a extra space in front of the wed's 10am.
-.-
Stupid.

I was watching 我猜我猜我猜猜猜 just now and they got talk about this.
I find this guy really amazing.

Replies to tag

x: nice blog songggg
thanks. (:
(credits to gab)

YenSun: Hey...Happy belated Birthday!:)
THANKS!!!
when I think of you I just think of the girl D (you know who right?) and another D for donuts.

yan: >.<>
where got great? I expected it to be greater actually :(

saint: now everyone who wears fisherman's hat is my friend... but he was quite.. stylish. haha!
wow, you have super weird fashion taste. you call that stylish. which part?
I know, you carry those plastic bags to school as school bag then wear the fisherman's hat.
100% stylish. set the trend. LOL.

xoxo,
HELMET HEAD
:D

2008-06-20T21:19:00.001+08:00

I really need to cherish what I've and be complacent.

I really need to control my temper.

I really need somebody who understands.

I really need to get things off my chest.

I really need to look on the bright side of life.

I really need a big hug.

What can be better than holding me tight in your arms?

On the lighter side.

THANKYOU Minmin (:

I'm loved.

It's super yummy.

This is first of the 19.

♥

Great news, I finally have my room furnitures moved in.

Wheee, just one more.

Now my room doesn't look old and finally, no more wood stuff.

I dislike wood colour wood furnitures.

This is like quater of the make-over for my room done!

yay! (:

Bad news, now my room is kinda in a mess.

Many of things are still in boxes and bags.

And my mum said I've 6cartons of clothes over at the other side.

I aint gonna be able to squeeze all into my wardrobe. How?

I wanna go Ikea.

Ikea anyone?

I found this website online and I think it's fabulous.

Many great designs, diy and before & after.

♥

Replies to tags

saint: thanks ah.. my head is still so huge....

heeheeeee. I know you know we all know.

And why never talk about your "friend" with the same fisherman's hat. (:

jy: get a cat!

garfield and hello kitty is probably the only cats I like. (:

gabriel: good job! you linked me to yourself. haha!

NO I'm not so dumb. is I didnt link properly. not link to myself lah.

Don't worry the link works now. :p

yihan!: sorry i'm late babe. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY:)

THANKS (:

Shall we meet soon?

saint: ? guy for a roxy bag? who's that mofo. oh that set 3 refers to the witch right. haha

But the witch in the story doesnt carry broom what, it's the poison apple.

uknowwhatudidlastsummer: u are so cheap till u guy for a roxy bag

My concious is clear. The one who gave me the roxy bag is my ex boyfriend call ruixiang.

Do you have a problem with that? And thanks for visiting my blog (:

I'm gonna continue packing my room.

I am determined to keep it neat (:

Ciao!

2008-06-19T00:41:00.000+08:00

Today is such a long and busy day!

Went to school to do POM project, supposed to proceed to interview Huici's father..
but we couldn't contact Hongwai so in the end it was cancelled.

After that went back home to change and then went to see doctor again.
This time for my insect bites.

The waiting time there really kills
Imagine I got there at 3.55pm.
Stood sillyly at the counter for 15mins to wait for the nurse to react to me.
(she ignore me no matter how many times I say, Excuse me, I would like to register)
This particular nurse really make my blood boil.
I feel like telling her that patients who come here are already very poor thing to be sick
but what make it worse it that we have to face a nurse who is as rude and impatient as her.
She doesn't have basic manners seriously. Her face is forever as black as charcoal.
And she is that kind who will spoils people's day.

I got number 14 and at that time it was only 8.
Then I waited till 5.20pm to finally get to see the doctor.
-.-
More than one hour to see 6 patients.
And I tell you, this is already considered one of the fastest waiting time.
But I have to say that this doctor is really good.

I jsut hope at least they have better nurse with better attitude.

That is my medicine. Doctor says i's extra extra drowsy.
And they really are. I have the doze off mood for the whole day.
And my disgusting swollen arm. My feet and legs are much worse.
So you won't see me in shorts nowadays.
I don't want people to stare at these bites like I'm mad.

Initial plan is to go Ikea with Saint but change of plan.
Went cwp to buy a new pillow and guess what we saw.
WOW. F1.
It's actually by Singtel.

After that we proceed to Cityhall to meet Gab and Han.
Han is forever Arcade, LAN, pub, club, pool and bowling.
Shopping is not his cup of tea so he left shortly.

Oh, we wanted to go topshop & topman to shop
but it says that it is closed for private party.
Then as we show our disappointed face, the person asked if we're students.
And plus, Saint is Fashion Fast Forward member so we get to join the party.
Wheee, 20% storewide, lotsa freebies and $100 to join member special.
(:

Happy Pills.

Indeed happy.

Wanted to get these but the skirt and checkered top doesnt have my size :(

Nonetheless got the white top and a cap.

Gab and Saint got lots more than me, amazing.

Nevermind, I still have a 20% voucher for my birthday month.

Saint is sick. Too bad your head is still so huge.

Rest and take care please. School is reopening dude.

Oh man, it that saint?

look at that fisherman's hat.

Actually that is a weird man on the train.

He came in, quicky sit down.

took a quick glance at people and hide his face under the cap.

And hug his plastic bags damn tight.

Scary.

Suspicious "article"

And I told saint if that is him,

those must be loots from topman.

hahaha.

When did topman change their bags to such "nice" bags?

I want a pet.

2008-06-18T16:54:00.000+08:00

What happens when you start feeling

an important friend is slowly drifting further away from you?

What do you do?

2008-06-17T00:32:00.002+08:00

Life has been rather ridiculous.

Full of extremes up and downs.
I am either feeling I'm the happiest girl ever
or
I am sobbing like a little girl

Yes, people and situations are really making me abit cukoo.

And I just couldn't break the curse of crying on my birthday.
Urrrrrgh. I will try harder next year.

And the least expected person remembers my birthday
but on the other hand
someone important to me actually sort of forget
Oh well...

And I think I'm weak physically. I fall sick damn easily nowadays. I need birdnest.
:p Okay, I mean vitamins.

I NEED MORE LOVE!

my dearest dearest dearest honeys - shiyun, jenny, xiwen really make me feel so loved.
oh my oh, really so thankful for lovely friends.
(:

mushy as can be but friends forever!

As usual browsing through some websites and I saw something interesting.

Want to dress up like snow white??

Snow white theme?

Set 1

Set 2

Set 3

Set 4

Personally, I love set 4. Have that princess feeling.

Sometimes, once in a while, I wished life is alike of a fairy tale.

All those happily ever after and prince charming.

Awwww~

LOOOOOOOK at the paper clips eye lashes.

It's so cool and pretty!

A beautiful pink avenue in Ferrara

Tags replies

saint: i couldn't find my mouse cursor. haha. it's like, invisible lah. getting too old i guess..

I just changed back to my previous one. can you see it now? and what nonsense? invisible mouse. you ah, stop acting cute. hahaha.

brandon: ooooooh, new PINK skin huh? haha

yes. you bitch. hahaha. better bring back 19 gifts that starts with C (as you promised)

I'll be waiting. (:

'vian: HAPPY 19 BIRTHDAY! i dont have your latest hp number!

thanks (:

why don't have? I'll tell you on msn okay?

saint: haha happy birthday. black and white video. hahaha!

-.- i'm only 19 not 90. but it's kinda cute video.

janis: HAPPI BIRTHDAE (:

thanks! (:

joey: happy birthday

thanks! (:

saint: whoa you've got greetings from aust sia! indeed kungfu panda is famous..

-.- it's for you to know and not for others to call. I damn scared you get my picture of that expression sia.

shirlyn: hahaha.the way u sae it too funny le.i cant imagine how bad it is.haha

my allergies looks like I'm abused now lahs~ dettol also no use...

joey: hi, may i know where you buy your top? the one on 9june...

oooh, I got it at far east level 1. sorry but I don't know the shop's name.

eugene: omg, i cant believe u found my blog. of course i rmb you! hows life??

hehe. you're still so so so tall! life has been quite complicated I should say but still hanging on. how about you? oh man, we should meet up man. (:

brandon: greetings from aust! don't worry. will be back soon. hahaha.

how soon is soon. enjoying life there right? :(

yan: hahha, dun lik tat leh..i shy >.<>

you bad! really never ask me out for the whole of holiday :(

2008-06-16T03:00:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to Me

Thanks for all the birthday wishes ♥

I will blog about my celebrations soon.

♥♥

Anyway,
I recieved a beep from a friend. He is being nice and sweet.
He asked if I want a crocs for birthday present.
I asked why...
He said," I thought it will probably be the best present I can give you so that you won't get blisters and can walk in comfy all day long."
I replied, " But I thought it is dangerous as I might get pulled into escalator?"

In Japan around every escalator there's a sign that warns people wearing Crocs that they shouldn't stand too close to the edge or the shoe might be pulled into the escalator, injuring their toes. It's hard to say that Crocs are the ultimate bad guy in these cases, we could even blame the escalator, but then again, why don't these kind of accidents happen with other shoes?
Actually, I really wonder why.

Crocs have been one of the hottest items the past few years taking America by storm and now they are selling everywhere. Seriously, any mall I go to has a store selling Crocs and more and more people are wearing them.
I don't have a pair because I never thought of it as fashionable, but I have tried one on before. Sometimes I wonder why is it so popular. Is it because it's turned into one of those cool brands that everyone needs to have, so people are buying more into the brand than the actual shoe.
Sure, they're light, affordable, and sold in many colors, sizes, and designs, but to me, it's the least fashionable shoe ever.
Hahaha.

2008-06-13T23:13:00.003+08:00

Today is sucha long day for me but definitely worth it.
It's time to think and plan for my future, I've decided and I mean it.
It's not child's play.
If a 20 yrs old can earn so much why can't I?

My thoughts are too hard to be expressed in words.
but I know what it going through my mind.

Finally gotta meet up with Kenneth Poh today after so so so long. Did a lot of catching up with him. Things and people really do change. It's scary how changes can take place.
Well, love is blind. Proven.

Damn cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELVIN!

This is awesome isn't it?
I wish I have such collection.

Tags replies (:

saint: ee why no update for so many days
here is my update you fatass (:

yan: wat wrong wit tat? y r u so shocked? hahaha...
yah lor, what is wrong with her wearing heels? zy is really pretty with heels. I'm so impressed.

shirlyn: walking dettol!! HAHAHA.zy wear heels?! omg!
eh, walking dettol very poor thing okay? I stayed at home all day. too embarrassed.

saint: hi kungfu panda.. i'm trying to be better
Oi. what kungfu panda. lucky never let you take any picture of me imitating as panda. phew.

Nagamasa: Laoz anyways the song rocks xia^^! I raelli luv it nice job SH good good^_^!!!
Great you like it. (:
havent seen you tag or online for quite a while. busy?

Nagamasa: wah wah>_< this one become a problematica O_o or confession box X_x
Oh well, dont know what is wrong with some people....

yan: hahaha.. thks!! =) so nxt time u wear heels, then we 'dun cha' tgt.. hoho... =xx ehhh, i quiet, u sae i emo/depress... noisy u sae i crazy.. wats wrong with this world? ... hahahahaha...
I just bought another pair of heels! let's dont cha together. but Im not as daring as you sia. do at mrt station. well, I prefer the crazy you. (:

2008-06-12T21:51:00.000+08:00

2 movies in 2 days. (:

KungFu Panda. Well, it's simply too cute to resist. Pandas are already such cute animals what. The characters are well designed and they move with the necessary precision and grace. It has to be one of the most action-packed cartoons. And I'm sure not only kids, cartoon lovers, panda lovers but also kung fu geeks will enjoy the movie. Thumbs up.

I definitely love watching movie which is like "end-of-the-world" kind. Sad to say this time The Happening is quite a disappointment. The suicides at the start of the show were pretty attractive and creepy but towards the back, there wasn't much of suspense, fear or tension actually. And I expected a better end from the story

Went out with Raymond on yesterday.

And I finally got to see the e! hub. It's pretty.

Sitting down by the beach, just enjoying the breeze, looking at the tiny few stars, half a moon, planes flying past and chatting away to pass time can be kinda nice too (:

It can be just so peaceful.

Life can be beautiful if only we learn how to cherish and enjoy it.

2008-06-09T23:46:00.004+08:00

I keep forgetting that today is a monday.

Talking things out is always better.
(:

Zhangyan, you are crazy today. And I like you in heels. Don't Cha!

Don't you get it?
I don't give a damn fuck now.

"MIND
YOUR
OWN
BUSINESS"
is always
the best.

CIAO.

2008-06-08T23:11:00.005+08:00

Went to the clinic in the morning
I was so happy as I pop my LAST antibiotics for my eye yesterday
but today I have three other medicine. and they're drowsy.
Doc say injection is still needed if the rashes continue.
And, great, I've a bad feeling becos I just discover some more rashes.
At first, there were only on my limbs.
Then, they appeared on my fingers and feet.
Yesterday, my face.
Today, body.

But QL is so much more poor thing than me.
She got man chang yan and had a operation yesterday.
We went to visit her today at SGH.
Embarrassing and funny moments with Zy while we go get the fruits.
First was Zy carry a bunch of banana from the fruit stall to the florist.
Then was the ugly and not so adorable fruit basket -.-
IMAGINE, it looked like a sweet or so called like my two pony tail (refer to ytd's post),
the fruit basket right in the middle.
I was terribly stunned tio.
And as usual, we can't stop laughing.

I wished I had my camera with me.

So, I guess I'm not the only one who wishes for a vespa.

But still, I wished for one.

I wished for one painted with the colours I want.

It's duper cute.

I'm not wishing for one for my birthday though. hahahaha.

Sometimes,

to be squashed in a packed bus and train really ruin my mornings.

And worse,

to be squashed in an packed evening train with odour

and people insisting on reading newspaper.

2008-06-07T21:18:00.007+08:00

Credits to Shirlyn, taken last Friday.

I was just too borded. Look super retarded.

Comfort food get me through an itchy day.

Itchy, itchy

Scratchy, scratchy

I think I have very bad allergy or perhaps very poisonous insect bites.

And grandma insist that I need to see the doctor tomorrow morning

if not I will "rot"

She say she will tell the doctor (the one who poke my eye) to gimme injection.

eeeeeee, I scared.

She also made me bathe with dettol. eeeeeee. I smell like walking dettol.

And still need to apply the oilment. It's called Ching Cao You.

In direct translation is Green Grass Oil. It's totally painful.

I screamed a little.
Damn.

Now I have another cream from my parents.

They just came to visit me. Oh well.....

Looks like I have to take the injection tmr.

eeeeeeeeeee. I really scared.

A saturday at home.

I don't wanna get out of my house with ugly swollen patches all over me.

I want donuts donuts donuts.

I want carmel caramel caramel.

B: hey, what are you doing?

C: oh, i'm reading style: weddings

B: WHAT?!

B: ARE YOU GETTING MARRIED?

C: yeah, wanna be my made of honour?

B: wtf? who are you marrying to? why suddenly getting married?

C: LOL. i'm just kidding can? you ding dong.

B: phew. this kinda thing also can joke with me.....

C: c'mon you're the one thinking too much

C: read that mag doesn't mean i'm getting married -.-

Tags replies (:

shirlyn: yea!the toilet interesting was damn damn funny.tat dae hear le,now read still can make mi laugh.haha.n the lunch box si sweet dao~~haha

really very sweet, hahaha. shy (: if you're there i think u think of it now also laugh lo. HAHAHAHA. really ah, that zy and guohan really damn funny and cute.

yan: interesting toilet incident... hahaha... we shuld video down wat happened

yahhh! then he will be damn embarrassed. funny man. actually it's your fault lo. tell him go girls toilet.

gary: i've got a huge mess i've gotten myself into also..and mine is definitely more complicated than yours..

is it? are you referring to who I'm thinking? If that is so I think mine is more complicated. I dont know. perhaps it can't be compared. sama sama lahs. same same but different. asked you on msn you also don't want to say -.-

2008-06-06T02:48:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIWEN (:

Xiwen is the sweetest girl ever ever ever.

She has full-dress rehearsal at NUS UCC on her birthday

so Shiyun, Jenny and I decided to go surprise her.

And we suceeded in surprising her (:

The thing is, when we reached there,we couldn't enter the theatre because we don't have a pass so we have to wait outside. And the stupid and fat security shouted at Jenny and Shiyun while they were looking for other doors to enter. So embarrassing -.-

Luckily, we FINALLY ran into Xiwen when she came out.

Seeing her smile, it's worth it all.

It's a pity my camera died on me.

And now, I'm looking forward to 15June.

I look cute don't I?

Anyway, that is my son named Pooh.

Look we have got the father and son top. Same Same.

Shiyun and I had lotsa fun and I really enjoyed myself. Also, finally get to whine and whine. And she is always my partner in actions. We do dui lian things together and threading together. Most importantly, we have fun together. Loves her. Loves the girls.

And today is finally the last day of school.

Yay~ break for 2weeks.

Tags Replies ♥ ♥

liar: i lied. i lied to someone i love, and you don't, you won't forgive. i deserve it. sorry. sorry. sorry.
liar: sorry is all i wanna say

what can I say?

brandon: i driving lorry tonight again. hahaha.

lol. are you proud of it or something? your bro is cuter than you. too bad man. :p

xi wen: dear thanks for ur concern... hw are u feelin nw?

don't worry I'm fine already right? looking forward to going out with you and hope you like the presents.

gary: everybody who comes here will get the same bak zam as u......dieeeeeee..boycott!!

It's not bak zam lahs! Don't so mean. I hope you get bak zam. Hahaha, kidding.

yan: u r welcome! its okay, juz dun scare us again... scary lo~ i dun even dare to tok to u.. haha... and yes, yeongmeng is not only my fren... but more... =xx

so I think that makes you good enough to be call yan yan. 'cos same size...urm....hahhaha. don't kill me

saint: what table break. ym sit down then it will. btw my picture damn handsome sia..

not handsome. no way, ym more handsome. he is cute. (:

2008-06-05T00:04:00.001+08:00

Yesterday evening went out with Mr Wong. I was really happy that my goldfish eye was less swollen and not painful anymore. Wheeee. Celebration is needed. We had fun.

Went Chomp Chomp to makan.
I love the enormous sugar cane there
I miss hokkien mee but I can't eat prawns :(

Look how big are the glasses.
And that blur sotong bought two of them for two of us -.-

My virgin try to Prawn fishing.
And this is our first victim prawn.

I wouldn't say it's as exciting as I thought but I definitely enjoy the time spent just sitting there chatting while waiting for prawns to bite the bait. The thrill of getting each prawn out of water is really fun. And I can people watch too. There are cute uncles and disgusting uncles.

Anyway this is the only photo I took -.-

More than words.

I didn't know
testing ink with a huge pen on my hand can be such a sweet moment.

Taken at Marina Spuare.

Damn cute!
I AM A _____ MY NAME IS BOBBY.
And look at the rabbit on the ladder. same colour as siv and it's in a cute underwear.
I want a pet rabbit.
I just want a pet.

Today I've got lunch boxes.
Perhaps my first lunch boxes in my 18yrs of life.
And I can swear they are the cutest things like the chicken strap, the toothpicks, the mayo bottle and even the boxes themselves.
It's the sweetest fried rice, self-made wantons and many more.
❤❤ ❤ ❤
Thanks to Mr Wong again.
I appreciate and simply adore sweet things like this

This is Han.
He was sitting right in front of me so this is an evidence that he was sleeping in class.

And, Miss Cheong was very sweet today.

Big Big Joke of the day: Guohan went into girls toilet with Zy and I was inside.
Suddenly a stranger lady came in and Guohan hid into the shower room. Then when the lady went intot he cubicle, I told him to hurry out. Little did we know that a guy was waiting outside for the lady. So he ran back into shower room. While we were all waiting for the girl to go out, suddenly that STUPID guohan go press the shower tap. Then Zy and I seriously buay tahan and we burst into laughter. Then Zy ask, "Jenny, you finish bathing already?" (So he got a new female name call Jenny) The worst thing is he replied in girly tone. And I really really LAUGH OUT LOUD. Laugh all the way back to badminton court.

I'm not going to talk about that issue anymore.

I'm tired of all the ridiculous stuff.

It gets alittle too uninteresting to even argue/make my point/simply to express my feelings.

I guess it will only stop when one party shut the hole up so let me be the one.

I'm more than willing to do everyone this favour so that I can be over and done with it.

WHAT is the reason and benefits behind all these nonsense.

I feel like a fool all this while now that I think of it.

Why should I even bother in the first place.

I was asking myself what mess did I got myself into?

Fuck it. My favourite phrase.

I am over and done with it.

I am over and done with it.
I am over and done with it.

Full stop.

Don't rob happiness from me.

It's great to take burdens off my heart.

Now I get what people mean when they say they feel like they're flying when they're happy.

Life is seriously too short to waste.

2008-06-04T13:25:00.003+08:00

Lucky 7.

I went to the doctor with a swollen right eye.

It was bad he said.

While he was examining it, I told him 742580136times not to poke it.

I know his style too well to know he wants to "poke" it with that "needle".

Well, he said if he doesn't poke it (burst it), I might need to go back for a surgery.

The medicine and eyedrops, lotion all will not make the lump go away but only kill germs

-.- I was pretty scared upon hearing that.

After some talking,

he still decided to try and poke it.

So I lied down and I was afraid so I closed my eyes (stupidly)

He told me to open and I saw this sharp thing nearing my eye....

and I felt a "sting"

and the next thing I know was feeling all the "liquid" being contained in my eye.

Followed by pain as he pressed hard to squeeze out more of whatever there was.

Pus I guess.

He exclaimed that it is a good sign and I may not have to go for surgery.

Phew....

Then, he cleaned my eye with water and then when I sat up..

I teared (not cry), just automatically...

The nurse passed me cotton wool..then only I realised I am tearing blood.

That sight of blood from eye is scary.

My cheek was bloody too.

I had to put pressure on it to stop the blood on my way home.

OMG.OMG.OMG.

I have goldfish eye now.

Doctor promised the swell will go.

Before he put me through this so called trauma, he said I might need more MC, but after that he said one day is enough. Funny. I thought I need to stay at home to recuperate?

Nahh, just kidding. It wasn't that bad after all.

I shall finish my antibiotics, eat 3 differnt pills 3 timesa day

and the eye drop which luckily is not painful.

Lucky 7 because I'm patient number 7 of the day.

Oh yes! I am angry with the previous jackass doctor I consulted.

%#@*&!
Total bullshit and irresponsible.

2008-06-03T02:13:00.002+08:00

Can you see that my right eye is swollen?

It's actually getting more obvious as days passed.

All photos are taken using the lousy front camera of my phone.

I havent touch my camera since don't known when.

I shall show you my closed up right eye.

Damn it. It has become damn painful and red today.

And I look like I am punched on the eye if I don't wear spects.

Nonetheless, I tried acting cute but somehow, I look like a retard.

I promised more photos when my eye recover okay?

The one in red is the fatass. I scared the table break when he sits on it. ooops.

Let's talk about Yeong Meng.

Yeong Meng is a friend of Zhang Yan but only a classmate to me. He only smiles and waves enthusiastically to her. He is funny sometimes and irritating or should I say weird on other times. Also, his interpretation of love story and the way he tucks in his shirt can be really alarming and astonishing to us. He likes to read, play his DS and goes to class real early. He can give a good narrative speech (I suppose) but usually he really talks like a bullet train and too softly. Like Horton talking to Whos.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not like mocking at him.

Although he shouted at me for nothing last month, he still apologised to me after that.

From that day, my opinions of him changed a lot.

He is kind-hearted deep down. And we really shouldn't judge a person just by our first impression or by just what you heard from others.

I have to admit at this point of time, I have tons of heart-felt feelings which I wished I can typed out. Sometimes, it all feel so unreal. I can't say my thoughts on my own personal blog just so as to prevent another childish, barbaric conflict. Turning a blind eye to certain actions, words, comments, certain people can really make life easier. I keep telling myself, it's easier to love than hate which also explains my pet phrase - Forgive and Forget. Isn't it tiring to bear grudges, put up a front but stab at the back? What do you benefit from all these?

Why care too much about who is together with who. Care comes from the bottom of our hearts. Does it really matter if your friend is with a person you dislike? What worse is you discontinue to befriend him/her just because of this? Then do you really care?

Friends share joy and sorrows together. Friends have unconditional love also.

Just to convey a message that I probably can only convey it through here.

I have never asked him to distance from you girls. Even if I was his girlfriend, I still don't have any rights to stop him from talking to you people. I know he treasures his friendship with all of you. I know initially I overeacted. Now it is not the case. I have learn to see things from another point of view. So c'mon. It's tiring for both sides.

Most importantly, he will be the one suffering most when he is stucked between us. There is no such thing as who is ranked first in his heart or who is more important. For as much as I know, Brenda (his mum) is the number one in his heart. As his friends, I think he really needs us to be understanding. He has problems and difficulties which we won't know because he is used to keeping to himself. So, as his close friends, the more we should not add troubles to him. He can't handle stress that well.

I know to you girls, I perhaps suck big time or perhaps just too lousy for him. But I have to say that love doesn't need a reason and a good guy will not stop loving a girl for what other people comment about her. He can judge for himself. And same theory, I respect that all of you are his friends. And I know all of you care for him truely so I won't stop him. It's all about give and take sometimes. Me and all of you may have nothing in common, we are only classmates but I'm sure we all want to see a happy and cheerful him.

After reading this, perhaps you may think I'm trying to act or whatever you may say. Or even hate me more. I have nothing to say and I won't revolt because to me it doesn't really matter. I just hope at the end of the day, his poly life is not full of ugly but beautiful memories. And the last thing I want to see is him being too depressed saying things like he has no love and no friends.

On a lighter side, look at this QL. Funny. Dui lian, dui lian. Hahaha.

And I'm glad I know no matter what happen I have unconditional love from my aunties.

They gave me strength when I'm weak, They add colours to my life.

QL, ZY and SE just rock my world.

And sorry that I was really emotional and hot tempered today. I really have too many thoughts in my mind. In fact, a heavy heart and a heavy right eye. LOL.

Don't worry,I feel so much better now. It's good to "pen" down your thoughts.

Tomorrow I'm not going to school. I need a doctor more than anything else now. Too bad for the test, my right eye is more important. I don't wanna be pirate cindy or ang lian lian (this is a personal joke with my aunties).

p.s. I better get some tags after writing such a long winded post. In another words, tag please.

Alright, now I have heavy eyelids. Goodnights.

2008-06-02T23:03:00.003+08:00

Can anyone send me a pet puppy as cute as this please?

Class starts at 10am and I woke up at 10:30. How punctual of me. Lucky no test today, if not I'll be dead meat. But too bad, I missed the Hosting presentation for today.

For those who knows what happened at Cheers today.

Cin: What happen to your hair?
Joshua: What happen to YOUR hair?

Now, my aunties have a great time laughing over this.
Damn. I really forgot I just dyed my hair can?
And I wonder how long they will take to forget about Feast of Fury (fist of fury) & Onion Ring.

First pampering mani&pedi session with Ql. Loving it. Must go more often next time together. She's the same same kind as me and I'm glad we still attracts. heehee.

Tags Replies ❤

brandon: calling for tua tou ang, pleaseee update. so disappointing to see no new post man!
Oi~ don't call me that here lah. embarrassing. You lorry driver.

yan: ur blog goin to rust liao.. update update!!
Here is my update. Miss you like crazy (:

huilong: what you mean
Do I know you at all?

BCCB: HHAHAA....
LOL. this is a crude joke but I'm loving it :p

saint: take hui long la. i don't know who he is though. hahaha
Choy! No way! I dont even know him.

huilong: sin hui i love you
Please lah, stop your nonsense.

~With smile~: Just take the negative comment as a constructive comment and improve on it. Prove to them that you are not what they think of you as. Always stay positive even when you're in the lowest mood, cos' you might never know what you'll bounce into, for as long you take things positively. =)
Yes, you're so right. (:(:(:
I have a feeling I know you.

~With smile~: Well, fret not, believe in your clear conscience, and believe in what you think of yourselves. What matters is whether you believe you are what you think.
Yup. I'm perfectly fine now and I'm happy as can be. (:

~With smile~: At times, you might have to swallow our pride even though we feel we're not in the wrong. The world is created in such a way that there has to be a "give-and-take".
Hey, this is definitely just so true and I'm sure many will feel this way very often.

minmin: you have childish spammer. isn't it obvious you are being sarcastic? haha, dont give a damn yeah? you have great friends like me!
You're my love. Don't go aust, don't go aust, don't go aust even if it is only for a hol.

~With smile~: When writing or talking, words would come out. Once spoken/written, cannot be taken back. It's there for a reason. Every words is powerful. So, think twice/thrice/4times before what we really want to say. =)
Thanks always for your meaningful comments. I appreciate it although I don't know who're you. I'm sure you're a nice person.

2008-06-01T22:24:00.002+08:00

First day of June.

June is always a beautiful month for me (:

Let's hope this June too.

I decided to do something nice for myself on first day of June.

I went to dye my hair. Now it is in burgundy or should I say violet. And due to my previous bleach, there are red highlights now.

It's brighter than I expected but I'm loving it.

My right eye is still swollen, thanks to that useless doctor. Shit him. All the patients only go in for like less than 5mins.

He only gave me a cream and eyedrop which has shown no effect obviously.

Then I asked him what insect bites do I have on my body and limbs and guessed what! He had the guts to tell me he can not judge from seeing. So what is the point of me paying the consultation fees? Damn.

Nonsense. :x

Spot me :p

Anyway, look at the ad on my sidebar!

There are F&B jobs opportunities avaliable just a click away (:

2008-05-25T16:45:00.004+08:00

say goodbye - Chris Brown

Words from friends really influence people.
Define friends- They scold you when you do nothing wrong, they leave you alone when you're with a girl they don't like. Now that you're alone, they come to you and tell you they care.
Naive, simple minded and stupid. Perhaps too in need of love.
I'm totally speechless. I should be despised man.
Mofo.

smilE: hi.. dropping by^^
thanks (:

shirlyn: wtf.u got secret admirer!hahaha
I don't even know him at all. -.-

saint: well, i reallly hope briighter future of you and him. hope your grandma will get well soon.
Thanks for despising me and then be nice at the same time.

passer-by: just blog hopping and you have a very lovely blog~! and u're pretty cute too. hope you'll stay cheerful!
Thanks and I hope I can stay cheerful too. (:

saint: sinhui is not a sinner. saint is not a saint at all. and all i can say now is goodbye.. =)
yeah, perhaps like you write u post, despise me. thanks man. despise. what did I do that you should despise me? despise is such a hurtful word.

shirlyn: everything is going to b alright.the confident cindy will b bk.n u reali haf good thinking man.how can u actuali think of SAINT a saint,n SIN hui a SINner.wth.dun think too much
I guess I really think too much sometimes that is why.

shirlyn: HAHA..is quite funny.HAHAHA.cheer up ok?
I so sad u still laugh laugh laugh. :(

minmin: CHEERUP baby. i will give you a lolli if no one does okay? i will be there if no one is there okay. call me anytime okay? loves you.
Thanks, I know u're here for me all the time. loves you too.

2008-05-24T14:59:00.000+08:00

"Let me take you down

'cause I'm going to

strawberry fields

nothing is real

and nothing to get hung about

strawberry fields forever.."

Went out with QingLing and Shirlyn to town. GSS is here and it's time to shop. Hahaha, indeed we found our super super cheap deals. 3 for $20 storewide. Each of us got 2 dresses. Wheee. I tried them on and they are pretty cute. (:

After shopping around, we went to swensens to satisfy Ql's craving for ice-cream. Hmmmm, sticky chewy chocolate is always the best. Now that I had it, I keep wanting it. Damn.

For the past few weeks,

I'll get to see you on Saturday without fail.

Today, I felt real odd without you.

Your pressence linger around me still.

Every thing I do, everywhere I go reminds me of you.

Oh no....

This girl is pretty!

I want to dye her hair colour maybe. I'm tired of looking at brown.

Saint is right, I'm fickle minded.