Sunday, January 04, 2009
If only I can tell you...
I wanna explore the greater mysteries of life together with you.
the smell of you lingers on me.
(L) alphabet A
4:16 PM
Friday, December 19, 2008

this is where i spend 8hours everyday.
2weeks of BSU have passed (:
so far so good. though hours are long. and have to do mini presentations like everyday. have to crack my pea brain to think for the speeches. but, not so bad after all. the assignments are beneficial. team mates are great, supervisor is fantastic.
:D:D:D
waiting for more photos from stella! (:
caden is running away from mervyn
lmao.
the girls :D
me disturbing mervyn -.-
liling likes to take da tou photo.
my hair is chui.
caden's says no photo taking.
(L) alphabet A
7:35 PM
Tuesday, December 16, 2008

today, i'm slightly happier. it's no big deal what happened. because i know it only matters to me. nonetheless, i was thrilled by that little act. so, i hope for a good night sleep later (:
made new friends, heard more things.
fuck. can't. stop asking for. more.
actually i dont know what is the purpose
but
i'm really curious.
i'm like researching on her -.-
i am impatient
but
i am waiting.
i dont know how to express my feelings now.
but one thing for sure is that i'm a stubborn girl.
at the end of the day,
even if i'm still back to zero,
i may cry but i know i tried.
he's probably the first. ever.
i'm gonna gain weight for sure..
amazing. power of BSU. i eat to keep myself awake. i spend all my money on food. now i eat 4-5 proper meals a day. i am so dead. chocolates rocks. this is probably the time of my life when i love all kinds of chocolates so muchhhh. boo.
(L) alphabet A
8:51 PM
Monday, December 15, 2008

16minutes out of 1hour.
sucks. i can't afford to be late anymore.
monday is really blue today. can't get my mind off what is not suppose to be there. finally cleared the first load of assignments today. i believe a bigger pile is coming our way. gdluck. thanks to mates with powerful ears to lend me. i survived today! (:
really, im still holding on.
it's gonna hurt but i'm holding on.
(L) alphabet A
7:18 PM
Sunday, December 14, 2008
i'm like an empty shell sitting in BSU room rotting from 9-530 everyday.
can't possibly get my butt glued there, concentrate on assignments and not float around.
but i guess next week there will have more things to do already.
everyone is having their holidays and i only just spent my first week in BSU.
i also want holidays! :( the school is gonna be empty from tomorrow onwards.

the 'dot' game! (:


gave christmas party a miss because i dont want to answer some questions.
really, it's tiring. dont understand why am i breaking this news when i didnt want it to happen in the first place. weird. i just cant handle ugly truths sometimes. that's all.
this one week, i remembered
1. botak jones & sumo house
2. the day the earth stood still
3. bugis with buddy
4. sobbing
5. amk hub like almost everyday
6. 2 chicken paus for breakfast everyday
7. MIA from work (like today)
8. met a weirdo called JC
9. more sobbing
10. maltesers rocks
11. saw the girl
for the first time, i had a meal with only me and rebecca.
it's miracle! she never call many other of her friends along. lol.

the pizza aint that bad and i got a feeling im gonna eat it again on the 23rd again with fellow colleagues. lol. if im going.
i miss my girlfriends (:
(L) alphabet A
2:57 PM
Saturday, December 06, 2008
i just have to keep telling myself it's all in the past.
self decieving?
(L) alphabet A
4:37 PM