Sinful.

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CINDY
my curiosity for you eats into my sleep.

IN MY HEART I KEEP:

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Sunday, July 29, 2007

I want this.

(L) alphabet A
2:55 PM

Friday, July 27, 2007

I totally didn’t wake up to go school and I woke up only at 1:32pm.
(thanks to baby’s sister who knocked so hard on the window and woke me up)

Ooops, I’m such a lazy bum because I almost slept thru the whole of today.
All I did was wake up to have lunch, kiss baby goodbye before he left for work , then I went back under the cozy little blue blanket and sleep.
I slept all the way till 7.40pm and then wake up to watch TV.

Then baby called and scolded me for not having my dinner yet. So I reluctantly switch off the TV and went downstairs to pack fried rice with egg, and bought my favourite Ribena.
After that went back home and continue rotting.

I was watching the Crime Watch on Channel 8. Aiyoyo.
What is the world coming to?
People who fake their identity have motives like robbing and raping after you open up your gates to let them into your house.
Folks, really must be careful before letting people in. Must double, triple check on their identity before you let them in. Or, don’t let strangers in if you’re alone at home.
What I couldn’t believe is that they actually target on elderly people. These people are seriously heartless.

Actually suppose to go club/pub with Diane and friends but nah, I’m already broke.
Plus, I’m feeling super duper lazy today.

Baby got OT today so I’m waiting for him to come home.
Zillion misses.
(L) alphabet A
4:18 PM

Yesterday was a super long day for me!

Badri’s class is canceled but I still need to wake up early to go to Diane’s house to do excel project. I didn’t know my house is only 5 bus stops from Annie and Diane’s house.
We did the project until around 12:40 before we left her house.
They are both dressed up prettily to go bugis and I’m going back to school to do the macro project.

So I reached school’s library at around 1:20.
Shu Ying, Pei Jia and I had quite some fun time laughing and joking around while doing the PowerPoint. And this crazy Shu Ying keep on asking me questions, can see she is so interested in me. HAHA. Just kidding, it’s because she just realise that I turn out to be quite different from who she thinks I am. Like, she thinks I’m not an easy to get along but actually I am in fact rather easy-going and funny.

The other day, Shu Ying gave me a nick name call Ban Ge Yi Zi which means Half a chair. And the reason being, she spotted me sitting only half a chair.
LOL. She’s so crazily cute.

She somehow makes my day.

I left school at 5:30 and headed to work.
Work was okay, typical.

And 45minutes ago, I was in school having the formal presentation.
HAHA. I’m just glad it’s over.
And Janet Choo is a total monster. She and her 10minutes rule.
What’s her problem?
(L) alphabet A
4:27 AM

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Yesterday I was 45minutes late for John Lim’s class.
But little did I know that I was also late for the ICA test.
I really didn’t know there was an ICA.
Nonetheless, I still any-o-how do. Hopefully I will get some pathetic marks.

And then the next terrible bad news is that I have another stats ICA in the afternoon which I totally forgot.
I’m sotong until cannot sotong. Damn! Screwed it of course!

So I thought my day was so rotten, but turn out to be good.

I got back my EWS’s ICA2 and I got 21.5 out of 30.
Phew! I thought I flung it man. I was suppose to write two activities in the report but I had no time so I only wrote one. So I seriously thought I would fail it.
Luckily I didn’t.

After class, I accompany Diane to PS to get her speakers. I find her so funny talking to the salesman. Even the salesman laughed when she keep on asking which one is better. Then she keep on asking whether she really can connect the speakers to her phone. So she finally decide on the $49 one.

She’s super super sotong know? The speakers can change the “front cover”, and there are three colours in the package. White, black and green. And she never realise that. She tell me that she like the white one but don’t have leh. Then I LMAO and told her it’s three colours in a package lah!

Then after that on bus 132 back home, she tell me she like pink and blue (shown on the cover) but don’t have leh. Then I LMAO again and say this one is recommended accessories that means must buy additional one.

I find her silly, but silly-ly cute.

After buying her speakers, we left PS and headed to Far East.
Diane was starving so she brought me to eat the nice nice Chicken Rice there.
It’s the first time I eat a “coffee shop food” in far east.
It was $3.50 + $1 = $4.50. $1 is for the pokka green tea.

After a yummy-licious meal, we went shooooooping.
I wished I had remember to bring money along then I could have bought some of the stuffs we saw too.
She spend $15.90 + $23.90 + $12.90 @ Skin shop. She told me it’s a Korean shop and I hadn’t realise it last time. Their stuffs are kinda nice. Last week I bought the blue and black Flash Lights crayon (so call eyeliner) from there @ $9 each. She bought a super fruity nude lip gloss, body care product and the special diet lip gloss. I find the diet lip gloss really unique. Just by using it, it will help u crave less for food. Can you imagine?
And they also got this chocolate flavored lip gloss too. NICE!
And I’m going back soon to get the 15.90 body care enhancer too. The packaging is so kawaii, so cute and it smell so milky! MOOOOO~! I ADORE!
I set my eyes on a bag too. I like the black one and I think she likes the other black one. I think we will be getting it soon.

The only thing I got today was the handphone sock @ $1.90 from Citru sox. I don’t know this is the number what socks I have bought. I like just my phone to wear a sock. We bought the same one. Bright and baby blue big strips (:
I don’t deline the fact that I use to dislike her quite a bit.
We are both very straight forward people so we tend to disagree with each other. I couldn’t quite accept the fact we could really chat and shop together. And after today, I realise we agree on many things too. Haha.

And, don’t be surprise why I am suddenly so close with Diane. A friend who stays by you when you are in need, she’s a friend in need. When the whole world may be talking behind my back, she chose to call me and hear my side of story.
And it’s true you wont understand a person until you try doing so.

People do change in a wink of your eyes.
Just like people who were once so close to me can backstab me so hard on my back that I feel the pain right through my heart

P.s. I don’t understand why you people can make such a big fuss to whether I perm my hair or not. You people are so mofo. Total mofo. What’s your next hot issue?
“ That Cindy why suddenly so close with that Diane ah?”
Oh man, gimme a break.
Since we aint friends, and since you people left me when I needed you people, then fuck care what I’m doing now. It’s my business and none of yours anymore.
(I don’t care if I’m crude.)

And all in all, I had a great day. (:
(L) alphabet A
3:43 PM

It's our third month already (:

i'll be counting to the 100th day from now.

Talking about my boy. He’s the best thing that had ever happened to me. I am a girl with temper and I like to throw tantrums at my boyfriend. There are times I can also get emo over nothing. And he tolerates all my shit. There wasn’t a time that he complain about it. In fact, he doesn’t complains anything about me. He likes to give in to me all the time and make me a spoilt girl. And I know I’m one already.

Importantly, he never fails to be there for me when I needed someone.

I’m lucky to have him.

Although there are also times when he makes me so pissed that I want bang my head on the wall or kick his ass hard, I still love him zillion. He’s not that kind who utters sweet nothings to me whole day long, neither is he the kind who buys me presents or flowers but I know he loves me too. I like to pop stupid questions like “ Do you love me?” when I know he does, “ Will you leave me?” when I know he wont.

Cannot help it, I tend to get crappy since he‘s not good with words. I know that he knows that I just like to ask for the sake of wanting him to say he loves me.

So, i have decided to change my attitude towards him.

1. TRUST him

2. be more Patient with him

3. NO throwing tantrums

(L) alphabet A
2:17 AM

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

just finished my stats ICA and i totally screwed it.

it's as good as not trying.

(L) alphabet A
3:06 PM

Know what's the In thing now? (not my wavy hair of course)
Blogging about Top 5 or 7 bloggers you hate or like most.
I'm so not into this. Oh please... And i know it kinda started from Xiaxue's blog right? Yeah, i went to read it already. I shall just comment about one.
This is Ice Angel's :
http://the-miracle-season.blogspot.com/
The reason why she has the honour of me commenting is that i dont understand why some people can say she's hawt. she's not lah seriously. She's just such a kid. I dont even know why all her super lame entries can make her blog popular. Usually blogs get popular either because the blogger is hawt, cute, pretty, handsome or has some X-factor, OR the blogs have very entertaining entries or superb photos. And hers has neither. Oh well...
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT'S WORSE?
i was talking to my twin about all those people who goes ii lubb euu kind.
that is a total turn off for me. what?! you think singlish is not bad enough? Or so you think it's cool? Let me tell you it only makes the whole blog looks low class and ah lian-ish.
i know i'm so going to offend people or even friends but no offence. This is mypersonal dislike. If you think you like to go an extra mile to spell i as ii, and a simple you/u as euu then find go ahead. And those who sms with your that kinda language...i salute you. you totally defy the use of short form. then know what? i rather you type out in proper english since you dont mind typing more right? English grades are important.

That's all i have to say.

And, people have all their rights to blog the way they want, blog what they want, so dont condemn them. all i do is dont visit if i dont like. yeah.
i believe there are people out there who dont like my blog too.
(L) alphabet A
12:34 PM

Monday, July 23, 2007

Straight

Wavy

(L) alphabet A
1:51 PM

Sunday, July 22, 2007

I’m looking out for sleek and chic camera. I think cybershot still looks the best. Since I’m going on holiday with baby this September so I needa get one before the holiday.

Splurge! I admit i was never a thrifty person.

Cybershot DSC-T100

8.1 Mega Pixels with Super HAD CCD
Carl Zeiss® Vario-Tessar Lens with 5x Optical Zoom
3.0" LCD Screen
Bionz Image Processing Engine
High ISO3200 Sensitivity with Clear RAW Noise Reduction
Super SteadyShot with Optical Image Stabilizer
High Definition Output
Face Detection Technology
1 cm Macro Mode
MPEG Movie VX Fine Mode
9 Scene Selection
Unique Vertical Design

Oh yes, I’m back into reading story books again. Haha. It’s been months since I got myself a storybook. The other day I drop by Times and decided to get one.

I’m currently reading Size 12 Is Not Fat.

"Heather Wells Rocks!
Or, at least, she did. That was before she left the pop-idol life behind after she gained a dress size or two -- and lost a boyfriend, a recording contract, and her life savings (when Mom took the money and ran off to Argentina). Now that the glamour and glory days of endless mall appearances are in the past, Heather's perfectly happy with her new size 12 shape (the average for the American woman!) and her new job as an assistant dorm director at one of New York's top colleges. That is, until the dead body of a female student from Heather's residence hall is discovered at the bottom of an elevator shaft.
The cops and the college president are ready to chalk the death off as an accident, the result of reckless youthful mischief. But Heather knows teenage girls . . . and girls do not elevator surf. Yet no one wants to listen -- not the police, her colleagues, or the P.I. who owns the brownstone where she lives -- even when more students start turning up dead in equally ordinary and subtly sinister ways. So Heather makes the decision to take on yet another new career: as spunky girl detective!
But her new job comes with few benefits, no cheering crowds, and lots of liabilities, some of them potentially fatal. And nothing ticks off a killer more than a portly ex-pop star who's sticking her nose where it doesn't belong . . ."

Swatch has launched two new watches in conjunction with the Swatch FIVB, The Game Starter and Hit It, selling @ $199 and $109. I Adore the more expensive one.

I don’t know. I have fetish for watches since young. When I was really really young, I use to crave for those that you can open up the top to see the time and then there will be music. I also have those when they sell at Toys ‘R’ us which it will practically talks and read out the time to you. I remember I use to get a new watch on my birthday every year from my parents. One of my favourite was the Nike watch I got when I was twelve.

And now that I’m earning my own bucks, I tend to look out for watches too. Even though most of the time I gotta let it go. I guess i gotta let this go too.

Whay to do? I need to define my needs and wants. Comparing a new phone, camera and watch, camera comes top of my piority. And then not forgetting my meals, transports, laptop installment, my handphone bills, the $63.20, my insurance and other petty cash. This is the reason why i need to work people! Diane was asking me which is more important? Studies or Work? My answer was of course studies. But without work, i cant survive. I'm not going to add

on to my Mum's burden to get pocket money from her, i dont bear to. And know what? i still need to save to pay for the loan from bank fromy poly fees! Urrgh. Headache. But still, i'm getting a camno matter what. There are beautiful moments in life that needs to be captured down. I dont wanna show an empty photo album to my kids or grandchildren years down the road.

Okay, that was so crap.

(L) alphabet A
2:10 PM

Saturday, July 21, 2007

okay, life's great.

started work in Giordano @ AMK hub already.
Wed was my first day of work, which was quite tiring.
i guess because i'm too use to being a potato couch.
:) my in-charge Zheng Rong is nice and a little lame.
my Big Sister (that's what they call the person who takes care of you) is Jolyn.
she's a nice big sister too. (:
i also went over to waork @ AMK central outlet.
urm, i gotta stand outside the shop to do promotion which means it's HOT.
you know HOT as in sweaty?
urrgh, i dont like.
and the air-con drips water onto me, i dont like either.
the in-charge ( i realise i didnt know his name) i super friendly.
but he was too busy taking stock when i was there.

and yesterday was my second day of work.
nothing special.
worked with Noor and Hanis.
i was so tired from Wed that i dropped dead the moment i reach home.
i so so so so didn't wanna come for POA class today.
but you know, lesson is important.
(but i'm blogging here so....)

Had POA ICA2 yesterday.
urm, i suppose it's fine...
not as bad since i didn't really had time to revise.

well well...
what else in my mundane life?

oh yah...
i can't upload any photos!
stoooooopid blogger.

my uncle's wedding was really SWEET.
awwwwwwwwwww~
it was held @ Raffles Marina (not raffles country club)
oh, it's all the way at Tuas.
i didnt find the place nice until i saw all the yachts
and the place where the wedding dinner is.
my aunt (the bride) came in in a yacht.
and then the MC of the day also got kinda naughty..
i dont know if you know this game..
we can use a fork to knock on the wine glass to create the "ding ding" sound,
and as long as the dind ding sound dont stop, they have to french kiss.
so i guess they have naughty friends and relatives (like me)...
and they french kissed for almost 10minutes.

my aunt made powerpoint presentations showing the "beaute & beaste" story
which i find it really sweet. really really sweet...
and surprise of the night is when my uncle tells my aunt
how much he appreciate her on the stage.
he was suppose to read out from a paper he brought along,
but he lost the paper...but still, hs sweet nothings is really touching.
tears welled up in my eyes.

the food was okay, buffet style and not the usual chinese dishes
we've got lobster and salmon instead of abalone and sharkfins.
will upload some photos soon (when blogger allows).
oh yes, know what's the fantastic thing?
food is served to our VIP table.
WAHAHAHA. i dont have to queue with the rest of the people to get the food.

that's about it.
pictures will say the rest next time.
(: it's 11:40am and my POA class ended.
so i gotta go.
i'm going home to sleep again.
(L) alphabet A
10:56 AM

Saturday, July 14, 2007

i went to perm my hair today.
say omg!
imagine me with curly hair...
people keep on thinking i reborn my hair...
now, i wont get to hear this compliment anymore.
haha.

anyway, thanks to dhurga and lisa who accompanied me.

i shall not post any photos of myself first.
good things must wait isnt it?
just kidding folks.
i'm just too busy with my uncle's wedding tomorrow.
(:

i will take lotsa photos and post them okay? (:

pssst, i'm bringing my boy along!

look forward to my next post yah?
(:
(L) alphabet A
8:22 AM

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

yesterday had steamboat at kinji's house.
(:
we still invited all our friends along.
ed, freddy, minmin, esther, ah girl, jared & yy.

we had so much to catch up with each other after all these years.

kinji, freddy& I drew this when we were at east coast years back

all those times when we help out at the orphanage together...

kinji & me.

drawn by ZhiHui the small artist.

Protraits of ed, esther, yy & freddy

drawn by WeiLing

oh man,

i miss all those kids.

i miss all those happy times.

the gathering seems to be too short for us.

As they leave kinji's house, i continued to stay.

i had fun with her,

just like how we were back then (:

Kinji's eeeeeerie Pupi.

Muffins we bake together.

It's definitely my first time baking muffins in the night.

but,

It's definitely YUMMY!

Hotdog breads for supper @ 3:25am

Where's ketchup, chilli & custard?

We still love it like we use to love it.

I still love Kinji like i use to love her,

even thou we dont get to see each other so often..

but we know the love is ongoing (:

p/s: i'm still waiting for her to send me those family photos we took

and also exclsive aftermath pillow fight scenes.

(L) alphabet A
10:15 PM

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

BreadTalk's 7th birthday!

ALL BREADS at $1 EACH!

i've grab my floss bread so must you!
Yummy!

(L) alphabet A
8:43 AM

Friday, July 06, 2007

he caught me unprepared,

he arrested my heart.

i cant wait to see him tomorrow!

(i mean later of the day)

(L) alphabet A
7:49 PM

Thursday, July 05, 2007

i wished i had more than 24hrs for today.

i adore his company a little too much!

after waiting for me outside TCC for almost 2hours...

my interview with Terry is finally DONE!
shall leave the grandma story behind.

it's just a job i have never done before.

if i really make something BIG outta it...

then i might consider blogging a little abt it soon..

yeah, because it's confidential.

i dont wanna get sued or something..

Today is farewell day for Andy.

who is Andy?

he's a nice man.

he takes great care of my baby. (other than giving him midnight shifts every week!)

he decides when my baby works.

he's e outlet chef.

So, before his farewell....

baby and 1 decided to spend some quick time together first.

as usual,

we go for Jap food.

as usual,
i had my chawamushi.

we had a fun time globbering down 15plates of sushi

(which is considered little for us)

i Adore

he Adores

then we went to watch Transformers.

ooooh. nice show!

violent, yet gentle.

hilarious, yet touching.

after that we joined Gina, Simon, Elieen and Andy at a ulu ulu steamboat place.

they say it's not nice.

then we proceed to the one.

my virgin try there.

it's cheap if a big group is going.

it's charge on a per room basis instead of per head or per hour.

my conclusion:

1. sound system aint that good.

2. limited songs (compare to party world/kbox)

3. toilet muuuch cleaner than party world.

sing, sang, sung

and back home.

i didnt had fun for weeks.

dull life i had, definitely.

i shall bring colors back into my world.

keep on smiling.

wheeeeeeeeeee.

(L) alphabet A
2:01 AM

Monday, July 02, 2007

it's good to talk your heart out.

after keeping it all to myself for what seems like zillion years,
i let it all out.

dearest dearest Angeline,
YOU'RE THE BEST!

maybel, luke, gary & char u're equally great!

i swear i SMILE the best today after so many weeks!
and you people make it happen. (:

thanks to those who ask why i was absent also.

gtg now to write my pursuasive letter already.

(L) alphabet A
9:20 PM

Sunday, July 01, 2007

i'm so into online shopping nowadays

i dont know why.

i may not really buy as much as i buy when i really do manual shopping but...

it's rather enjoyable,

all you need is click click with your mouse

although i have always prefer having a feel of the clothes i'm buying,

but online goods can be so much cheaper.
because online doesnt require any rental fees.

i have just added a few links of online shops that i like.

and what makes me like them?

their items look appealing and of good quality.

plus, reasonable price.

i just manage to go to two online shops just now.

and some of their stuffs are the same.

but looking at the price,

it's a great difference.

and you know what i have realised after i started online shopping?

clothes are nothing without models!

i'm considering setting up my own little shop.
why not?

hee hee.

and i bought a dress @ $30 online.

it's for me to wear to my uncle's wedding.

i just saw it in another online shop selling it at a steeper price.

so i guess it's a good catch?

(L) alphabet A
7:40 PM