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CINDY
my curiosity for you eats into my sleep.





IN MY HEART I KEEP:

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Friday, February 29, 2008


Decide whether you still want to wear fur garments
When undercover investigators made their way onto Chinese fur farms recently, they found that many animals are still alive and struggling desperately when workers flip them onto their backs or hang them up by their legs or tails to skin them.
When workers on these farms begin to cut the skin and fur from an animal's leg, the free limbs kick and writhe. Workers stomp on the necks and heads of animals who struggle too hard to allow a clean cut. When the fur is finally peeled off over the animals' heads, their naked, bloody bodies are thrown onto a pile of those who have gone before them. Some are still alive, breathing in ragged gasps and blinking slowly. Some of the animals' hearts are still beating five to 10 minutes after they are skinned. One investigator recorded a skinned raccoon dog on the heap of carcasses who had enough strength to lift his bloodied head and stare into the camera.


***This video is full of cruelty and not suitable for the faint hearted

Take a look into chinese fur trade
"Because a fur's origin can't be traced, anyone who wears any fur at all shares the blame for the horrific conditions on Chinese fur farms. The only way to prevent such unimaginable cruelty is never to wear any fur. "

(L) alphabet A
4:37 PM






met bff
went job hunting
what i do everyday now is eat, sleep, shit, shop, tv and rot
omg, this is bad.
so hopefully, i will get some news soon
i camwhored and realised my cam got some functions
(:

without flash

partial to be black&white

i forgot what was this???

flash is on

added blinks. look at my earring!
i know i have bad complexion
i'll do something abt it soon
and i dont mean photoshop
-.-


end of camwhoring.



oh yesh, i'm addicted to project runway season 4.

iFANCY CHRISTIAN SIRIANO

here's a cute video for you (:


(L) alphabet A
12:53 AM





Thursday, February 28, 2008

ooolala
i'm back!
went to Pahang with love.
why? to celebrate his grandfather's 80th bday.
it's actually really a funpacked and enjoyable trip for me
we reached there at about 4am and then we went to yum cha at a 24hours mama shop there.
haha, drinking teh tarik at wee hours and sittting under a tree in the wild with motorbikes and lorries running right beside you is seriously cool. i could even smell rubber coming from the rubber plantation. oh man...
after a few hours of rest, it's the beginning of day1
another great experience is being driven on a motorbike without a helmet. i was definitely excited about this. so as a group, we drove into the woods, the rubber plantations, the goat farm and other villages. i saw wild boar (san zhu)
then in the evening at 6pm, the celebration begin.



happy birthday!
his grandchildren
half of his children
(he has 2wives so these are children of one wife)


random

the girls

first photo with love's parents

i'm shy...

everybody in his family

before all the "yam seng" started.

after 3 rounds of "yam seng"

people keep saying we look alike. anyway, she is my love's sis.

before we left the resturant (:

after the celebration, we went over to soon's house for "2nd round"

wow!

we had 6 bottles of red wine, a bottle of chivas and a carton of tiger.

i didnt take any photos at first because i was sitting in front of the TV keeping quiet so that i wont be the "target" but still...

kana-ed.

force to drink red wine mix chivas X1cup, red wine X3small cups, 2 bottles of tiger.

i was a little tipsy after that.

and this kinda nonsense happens when i'm tipsy.

so this is the aftermath

he's taking video of everybody

soon and lun


and the next day,

we went swimming

the water was super duper coooold!






guess are we walking barefooted to?
we are going to the mini water fall in the woods to play.
too bad i couldnt take photo.



after the fun, we went to lai's 21st bday celebration





this was the only photo taken, the rest is all video-ed down

after that,

tada back in singapore!


(L) alphabet A
3:39 PM





Friday, February 22, 2008

hello world.


finally end of exams.
i dont think i will fare well but it's over.
today's paper was disaster. my mind just went BLANK.
wth?
i left blanks and wrote nonsense.

nevermind.

i just wanna enjoy life now
since i'm jobless still

(i dont mind being jobless anyway)


i need to get a wallet
Guess is a C.M.I now
and,
today,
there is no photos of me.
my cam has no more batt.





(L) alphabet A
11:28 PM






look at my spastic spects. it broke out of the blue the other day.





R.I.P
my 2years old spects



i'm stuck at home still. have to study for tomorrow's paper.
this sucks. feel so suffocated.
i'm so glad it's just one more day.
so many things not done, so many friends yet met.




(L) alphabet A
1:38 PM





Thursday, February 21, 2008

so you sure you wanna go on diet?
fats look better than bones.



(L) alphabet A
3:06 PM





Monday, February 18, 2008

two more papers to go.



(L) alphabet A
7:11 PM





Sunday, February 17, 2008

i'm mugging.
tomorow's first paper.
i just came online ro check my seat number for tomorrow. it's 30.



(L) alphabet A
5:43 PM





Saturday, February 16, 2008

Happy birthday Shiyun!!
dinner @ billy bombers


the birthday girl. camera shy?


candid camera


our mocktails.
mine is the green one - sex on the coast


my grilled bbq chicken



the spring chicken which was damn hard to cut

american brownie
after dinner,
we surprised shiyun with the cake we made in the middle of orchard rd with a lighted candle. awwww.
it's nice to see the way she smile happily.
(anyway, i'm sorry that i decided not to carry on with the initial plan.
if not it would have been a bigger surprise)

then we proceeded to kbox

only photo taken there.


and here are the overdue photos
our secret mission


LOOK! there's an egg shell!


the outcome.

doesnt looks good but it's yummy! we finished the whole oreocheese cake.

we actually also made a huge giant card for her but i forgot to take picture of it.


(L) alphabet A
6:51 PM