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CINDY
my curiosity for you eats into my sleep.





IN MY HEART I KEEP:

READ
Saturday, November 29, 2008

spend a wonderful saturday with sweet! (:
it's always nice to chat and talk with her.
and, we can talk about anything, everything.


we went to snip avenue for our mani & pedi.
we didnt book appointment and, it was super crowded.
or perhaps they are also short of manicurists.

omg, i waited almost 1hour for my turn.
and just i finally get started!
there was a blackout~!


we all thought that, they just have to turn on the main switch or something but no. it took almost 1hour to resume. the technician was coming all the way from changi. and we were at lakeside! since we got nothing to do, so we took photos in the dark. haha.



my sweet!


luckily, my camera screen didnt crack :p


that's my manicurist, Too.
(cute name right?)

guess what are they doing?
lol, they were trying to continue painting flower on her toe.

with the help of a torchlight.


happy girl (:


this is so unglam.
after the manicurists did all they can in the dark, we decided to go out to makan while waiting.
and we saw....

some customers who are in a rush choose to continue outside of the shop.
the sight of seeing an auntie cutting her hair, one hot mum doing her manicure and another doing extension in public is kinda interesting.
after so many delays and all, we spent 4hours at snip avenue. super amazing.
then we went to bugis to shop around again.
although didn't buy anything but quality time spend with sweet is love.


christmas is really coming.
actually the deco at many place including orchard isnt as nice as previous years.
p.s i'm looking forward to christmas (:

(L) alphabet A
11:38 PM





Friday, November 28, 2008

today's evening is fun! (:
met up with rebecca and co.
went to expo for the IT fair.
aiyo, contemplating hard abt the mini levono.
niceeee (:

found lehan but she got a deal so didnt talk much! :X

then went T3 for popeyes. yummy! (:
i think i will have cravings for it real soon again. esp the fries!

met this table of inconsiderate people. omg. can't believe this. they are like occupying the tables as if they bought that piece of land when the restuarant was freaking crowded. urrrgh. and in the end, the 6 of us had to squeeze and make do with a tiny round table.


rebecca love & me.





i'm sorry i blocked donald!

the guys dont wanna take photos -.-



yours truly.














真的爱他爱到无可救药

(L) alphabet A
12:54 AM





Thursday, November 27, 2008

went to trim my hair, those split ends.
and michelle, my hair stylist, suggest bangs again.
oh boy, i got fatter face now. and round.
i told baby that he is not allowed to laugh when he meets me
he says, he's gonna say it's nice before laughing.
evil.
and i've got a busy boyfriend.
as a result,
i'm looking forward to end of holidays for the wrong reason.
arrrgh. misses.
anyway,
went to look for mum at her workplace and met a weird man.
-.-
totally cocky. weird behaviour plus looks like a stick.

ha. photos are decieving, my eyes aint like this.
i need bigger eyes.

(L) alphabet A
11:28 PM





Wednesday, November 26, 2008

i swear
today is much a happier day than past few days.
short but sweet.
woke up early in the morning to go school to accompany boyf for his pgs assessment.
i did mine yesterday, and so now we're both competent. whee.
lehan is also competent. double whee.
initial plan to go out after he goes home to change
but end up we rotted at his crib.

it's nice to have a heart to heart talk. awwww.

he has a meeting at 615 so,
we ate pepper lunch at amk hub before parting.


he's talking on the phone and can't believe he's shy ♥


i'm shy too actually D:
i've got fat face.
and
i'm coke + coffee?
(:


head & heels over.



(L) alphabet A
7:49 PM





Monday, November 24, 2008

today shall be picture-less but emo-plus.

idk which word can described exactly how i feel deep inside.
i've hurted a guy i used to love. but i know i made the right decision.
many things have changed overnight.
another chapter of both our lives begin.

too many things have happened.
not only matters of the heart

but also
the reoccurence problem in the family.
each time it only got worse.
the feeling of knowing and not able to help
has overcome anger.
helplessness.

i think too much when i'm left alone.

i get real pessimistic.
can't help it when i start questioning myself
is it always right to follow the heart and not the mind?
i felt guilty towards both parties. its unfair.
but it's probably the best way to clear the air.

when two guys come face to face,
it's scary.
i could see anger in their eyes.
but at that point of time,
my heart clearly shows me who i love.
because i was worrying of only one.


well,
there is always the bright side to a story.

that night, i felt my heart beating against my ribs
that night, he swept me off my feet
that night, i surrender my heart to him
that night, he made me the happiest girl on earth
that night, i saw the most charming smile
that night, he gave me the tightest hug ever
that night, we know we're in love.

it's right
that
there is
no reason
to
love.

it just happens.

for the first time in my heart,
it says,
what matters is you love him and he loves you.

i follow my heart.
(:
(L) alphabet A
1:29 AM





Sunday, November 23, 2008



ended one. started another.

(L) alphabet A
7:17 PM





Friday, November 21, 2008




You can be my alphabet and I will be your calculator
And together we’ll work out on the escalator
I will time you as you run up the down
And you’ll measure my footsteps as I blow through this town
The mean of our heights is divided by the nights
Which is times’d by the daggers and the route of all our fights,
The pass of your poem is to swathe me in your knowing
And the beauty of the word is that you don’t have to show it

Oh academia you can’t pick me up
Soothe me with your words when I need your love

I am a dash and you are a dot
When will you see that I am all that you’ve got
I’m a binary code that you cracked long ago
But to you I’m just a novel that you wish you’d never wrote
I’m greater than x and lesser than y, so why is it
That I still can’t catch your eye?
You’re a cryptic crossword, a song I’ve never heard
While I sit here drawing circles I’m afraid of being hurt

Oh academia you can’t pick me up
Soothe me with your words when I need your love

You’re a difficult equation with a knack for heart evasion
Will you listen to my proof or will you add another page on
It appears to me the graph has come and stolen all the laughs
It appears to me the pen has over analysed again
And if I am a number I’m infinity plus one
And if you are five words you are afraid to be the one
And if you are a number you’re infinity plus one
And if I am four words then I am needing of your love

Oh academia you can’t pick me up
Soothe me with your words when I need your love
Academia


(L) alphabet A
4:22 PM





Thursday, November 20, 2008

jarrod is back from aust!
last minute decision to meet up in the morning.
chatted damn long over mac and starbucks. can't stop.

(and i went mac 3times in 2days already)




so, christmas is really near (:



we even went library! lol.
just can't stop reminiscing abt the pri school days!


and here are some overdue photos!







goodnights (:

(L) alphabet A
11:27 PM





Wednesday, November 19, 2008

BKK 2/2

day 1

okayy. after only sleeping for 2hours, we took empty luggages and off we go to the airport.
our flight was 7.10am. that means we were there at 5am.
suck shit. lucky dad was nice to fetch us there.


while waiting....



obviously i didn't read these after boarding.
slept almost all the way.


budget terminal with damn budget boarding gate!
lok cok.

our flight TR 102.


obviously,
this trip's not funded by parents
and since it's a only 2hours trip...
let's make do with the tiny and squeezy seats.



bye bye singapore!


pretty clouds. fluffy.




after about nearly 2hours...








we can see bangkok!



so once we landed, we checked in to our hotel.
(oh yah,
bloody hell got ripped off by this taxi at the airport
but nevermind, once bitten twice shy)

we needed food badly before starting shopping spree.
had no idea where to go early in the morning
and decided to take a tuktuk to mbk.




damn unglam!




our first meal in bkk (:
yummy!


the ambience is nice, it has a live band.
not bad!

there was nothing much in mbk, most of the shops were not even opened
so we headed to platinum. didnt take much photos there. too busy shooping!
shopped till we dropped and went to take a sip at their food court.




see see see.
so many bags full of clothes.


i wonder if sg has this Oishi Green Tea,
nicer than pokka or heaven and earth lorr.


know?

ALL the shops doesnt have a fitting room
they just pass u a sarong like thing (the green thing in the pic)
and you can try on the clothes.
oh my. pretty paiseh. once and that's it.
was laughing and giggling throughout the process of trying.


in the evening,
we decided to try street food.



yes, that is omelette.
the other one is pad thai which means fried noodle.
we didn't even know what we were ordering, just point on the signboard.
damn cheap. only 35baht each. that means $1.50.

not first time in bkk, but first time trying street food
and sitting by the roadside eating.

day 2
started the day off with praying at Erawan Shrine.


then we walked to the siam center which is nearby for lunch.
totally sucked and not cheap
(compared to all our other meals we had in BKK).


i realise that almost all food courts or eating places in shopping malls
uses this "cashless" system like Marche in sg.
each card has a credit of 1000baht.



i tell you this Chupa Chups bubble gum is freaking nice.

their christmas deco outside siam paragon.
wasn't even light up at night yet. sad.

took this from a bridge. see the number of taxis.
and it is consider miracle that there is no congestion!

and anyway, it's kinda dangerous to cross roads in BKK.
zebra crossing is completely useless. you still have to wait till there are no cars before you cross. -.- then traffic lights...hmmm...how do i phrase it? it's just that most of the cars there totally have no patience and they dont really give a damn it's a traffic light.


SO, BRIDGES ARE THE BEST!
their bridges are wow.
can walks a long way and makes a rectangle. so no matter which way, walk by the bridge is the safest. they also have signs on the bridges to different shopping malls which is convenient.

we found this bugis look alike alley seelling nice clothes!!
fantastic. not expensive at all. and this alley leads us to more other alleys.
lol.



prettiest clinic i've ever seen!


so we spent the whole afternoon shopping and shopping.
seriously, non-stop.
and thus, no photos.
hands are full of plastic bags full of things. haha.

dinner that day was the long awaited A&W.

zillion years since i last ate this.
the curly fries...awwww~!
anybody knows why A&W didn't survive in sg?




(L) alphabet A
4:22 PM