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CINDY
my curiosity for you eats into my sleep.





IN MY HEART I KEEP:

READ
Friday, July 25, 2008







安室奈美惠's latest album to be released soon.
Pretty and hottttt! ♥
and I super adore her thick and long hair. sizzling sexy!




Cant Sleep, Cant Eat, Im Sick (REMIX) - Namie Amuro











stayed home the whole day today.
yesss, I know I'm rotting.
B cooked dinner for me today.
my favourite loutus and peanut soup,
fried dumplings
and other yummy-licious stuff.


I know I havent post much photos recently right..
don't know, perhaps phobia from that pizza incident.
lol. nahh, not really lahh.
just that I feel inferior when I take photos these days
my face is getting worse and worse.
more and more obvious pimples.
omg. I will rescue my poor face soon.
can't stand it anymore. urrrgh.
hahaha, I will I will take some photos soon.
(:

SATURDAY IS TOMORROW!
must wake up early early.
I am exceptionally excited.
cannot be late tomorrow.
I can't wait to see the birds and sweat under the sunny sun.
and not forgetting serving tourists from all over the world ♥

As for now, off to watch 'Perfect cut'

Hope everyone will have a damn happy and well spent weekend (:

XOXO♥♥


(L) alphabet A
9:57 PM





Thursday, July 24, 2008




I was truly amazed by how selfish you can get.
Just so as to get what you want,
you can have such nasty ideas against another party.
well done.
Even though people seems to be okay
with what you are doing to them now,
but please watch your back.




Only do onto others what you want others to do onto you.








and for now, keeping silence seems like the best.

I really feel guilty, I didnt purposely want to put people in the spot.
Sigh. But now that I know the truth, I feel much better.
At least I know what I should do :D

This month is incredibly amazing for me!
I didn't do much pampering to myself.



10 THINGS ON MY MIND:

1. classic mani and pedi
2. caramel macchiato & oreo cheesecake
3. shopping, more shopping
4. starting work
5. long hair
6. meeting shiyun
7. blings on my ipod
8. threading
9. kbox/party world
10. many many delicious food






And, have been watching quite many movies recently.






Surprisingly, of all then four movies, I enjoyed red cliff the most.
Never really like this kinda films but this one amazes me. Can't wait for episode2.
Prom night is a cliche horror movie.
The dark knight was okay only, not as exciting as I thought. If to compare both Hancock and Batman which are both heros story, I will prefer Hancock.





Alright, weekends is finally near. Can't wait.
(L) alphabet A
8:38 PM





Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Current location: NYP's library.

surprised that i'm studying?

I was studying with peiqing. but she left to meet her friend and I am still at the library waiting for B to come and fetch me. I am not distracted..just taking a break. :p




I am so in love with this song ♥ ♥




甜甜的 (Tian Tian De) - Jay Chou



我轻轻的尝一口你说的爱我
还在回味你给过的温柔
我轻轻的尝一口这香浓的诱惑
我喜欢的样子你都有 你爱过头
竟然答应我
要给我蜂蜜口味的生活
加一颗奶球 我搅拌 害羞
将甜度调高后才牵手
你的爱太多想随身带走
想你的时候就吃上一口
我温热着每个孤独感受
却又担心降温了要求
我尝着你话里面的奶油
溜啊溜 听过的每句话都很可口
呦啊呦 而那些多余的画面全被跳过
你的眼中只有我
我轻轻的尝一口你说的爱我
还在回味你给过的温柔
我轻轻的尝一口这香浓的诱惑
我喜欢的样子你都有
我轻轻的尝一口你说的爱我
舍不得吃会微笑的糖果
我轻轻的尝一口 分量虽然不多
却将你的爱完全吸收
我微笑着 让香味停留
缘分走到这也赖着不走
像夹心饼干 中间有甜头
继续下去 不需要理由
我尝着你话里面的奶油 溜啊溜
听过的每句话都很可口 呦啊呦
而那些多余的画面全被跳过
你的眼中只有我
我轻轻的尝一口你说的爱我
还在回味你给过的温柔
我轻轻的尝一口这香浓的诱惑
我喜欢的样子你都有
我轻轻的尝一口你说的爱我
舍不得吃会微笑的糖果
我轻轻的尝一口 分量虽然不多
却将你的爱完全吸收
我轻轻的尝一口你说的爱我
还在回味你给过的温柔
我轻轻的尝一口味道香浓的说
我喜欢的样子你都有
我轻轻的尝一口你说的爱我
舍不得吃会微笑的糖果
我轻轻的尝一口 分量虽然不多
却将你的爱完全吸收
(L) alphabet A
4:40 PM





Saturday, July 19, 2008


HELLO ALL MY DEAREST READERS!

Basically,
a picture which I posted up on my previous post
got myself and poor boyfriend into trouble.
Oh well...

That picture shows the above pizza with a pastamania pizza box with pastamania logo.
So a reader of my blog sent a email to pastamania to complain about it.
Saying why is there no such pizza at pastamania.
He even gave my blog link.
So now all pastamania staffs are reading or what??

Okay, let me start telling the grandmother story now.

MY BOYFRIEND bakes a banana and strawberry pizza at home specially for me.
(AND SO THIS PIZZA IS NOT AVALIABLE AT PASTAMANIA)
And to surprise a depressed girlfriend, he put it in the pastamania pizza box so that I will think it's just a ordinary pizza from pastamania.

I WAS DELIGHTED BY THIS SURPRISE!

And the naive me took pictures of both the box and the pizza and posted it here on my blog.
But I didnt type out the whole story
and did not explain that this pizza is not from pastamania.


I'M REALLY SORRY FOR THE MISUNDERSTANDING!

THIS PIZZA IS NOT AVALIABLE AT PASTAMANIA!
THIS PIZZA IS NOT AVALIABLE AT PASTAMANIA!



♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

I'm really apologetic for the inconvenience caused to pastamania and the reader/s.
But at the same time, I don't think my blog is that popular that it will cause such a big impact right?? You mean will people start ordering that particular pizza which I posted here after reading my blog. If so, should I be happy or troubled??

OMFG!
Blogging is getting more and more tiring and annoying.




Definition of blog:
an online diary; a personal chronological log of thoughts published on a Web page

There are many different kinds of blog as wikipedia has stated and mine here is a personal blog.
So to me, it is really a place for me to express my feelings and even "pen" down what I do in my daily life. Be it exciting or mundane, be it sad or happy.
Of course, I do appreciate readers coming here. But please, respect is the most basic courtesy isn't it? If you have anything you are not happy about what I have written or even just simply just curious, I always welcome you to questuon me on my tagboard. Tagboard is for readers to communicate with the blogger isn't it?
If you choose to come to my blog and read what I have wrote, then why is there a need to cause disturbance be it in a form of spamming or whatever, then is there really a need?

And to the guy who send the email,
I dont know what is your ultimate reason for doing this.
But it really got me a little pissed off.
Of course, I am not asking for privacy to whatever I choose to write here.
But, shouldn't one be given the chance to defend oneself before being complained. Weird.
If you choose to assume that pizza is from pastamania then you go ad buy it then you could have come and questioned me directly. Is there A NEED to complain?
So what you expect them to do? Sue me? Or take actions against my boyfriend?
If that is your motive and it makes you hapy, then it's either you're too "righteous" or too evil in the heart. Then I can't help thinking perhaps you know us personally and hate us to core and this is a good chance for sobotaging? Oh, or are you just another hypocrite that is simply jealous that I have such a delicious pizza?
Whatever it is, I just feel that you're making a mountain out of a molehill.
That's all (:





♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥



Alright, back to usual stuff (:
I have been fine these few days.
It's just projects, projects, and stress.

Imagine.
Today is a Saturday, I have to go back to school early in the morning to complete project.
Then tomorrow Sunday, also have to wake up early to complete a personal homepage.
I feel like screaming!

All the deadlines to projects queue up one after another.


Next one up in on Monday, Microecons.
Oh my oh. This is a super rush one.
But I guess we're handling it pretty well (:
I want the presentation to go smoothly on Monday, pleaseeee!






Replies to tags

ADELINENGJIAYING:]]: HAHA!
YOU SPAM SOMEMORE! I BAN YOU FOR GOOD! LOL :D
ADELINENGJIAYING:]]: I AM NOT BAN!!!
ORBI, tag soooo many.

ADELINENGJIAYING:]]: eh! ok le!!
told you it's awhile only.

ADELINENGJIAYING:]]: boo
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

ADELINENGJIAYING:]]: CINDY ANG SIN HUI MISS ME!!
ADELINENGJIAYING:]]: CINDY ANG SIN HUI MISS ME!!
ADELINENGJIAYING:]]: CINDY ANG SIN HUI MISS ME!!
ADELINENGJIAYING:]]: CINDY ANG SIN HUI MISS ME!!
ADELINENGJIAYING:]]: CINDY ANG SIN HUI MISS ME!!
ADELINENGJIAYING:]]: CINDY ANG SIN HUI MISS ME!!
ADELINENGJIAYING:]]: CINDY ANG SIN HUI MISS ME!!
ADELINENGJIAYING:]]: CINDY ANG SIN HUI MISS ME!!
fine, I will miss you so that you dont spam me! hahahaha~!
Just kidding. I sure will miss you one (:

ADELINENGJIAYING:]]:
YOUR ARE MISSING ME RIGHT!?!! i knew it! tsk!!
*check out my matching pies!!!* xDD haha!!!
ehhh~!
WANT TO SEE MORE? CALL THIS NUMBER!
hahahaha. I know you miss me! shy~!

peiqing :): hey cheer up you kitty! =D
you doraemon, I tell you I got mouth liao right??
don't force me to play scissors paper stone with you.
if you're a doraemon, hohohohoho, I sure win! (:

YenSun: sounds like i shld have gone to starbuck to study!!haha
HAHAHAHA! hello!
didn't know you reads my blog. someone still owe me dinner right?
I don't mind donuts back though. :D





(L) alphabet A
7:10 PM





Wednesday, July 16, 2008



I managed to survive school today.

Insisted on super short 40mins lunch with dearest boyf.
(:
then he left for work
and I went to revised for tmr's test at starbucks while waiting for shiyun.
I always wish wish wish RP ends school earlier.

I really love starbucks @ woodlands.
one of the most condusive place to studyyy.
I really cannot concentrate at home
with the food, tvee, comfy bed, killer internet and just any other thing.
home is just too comfortable to study!
I managed to absorbed all that I have read.
Now I'm pretty worried about the presentation tomorrow.
I don't feel prepared at all.
And damn all the projects. Bloody stressing me up.
Deadlines queueing up so closely behind one another.
Arrrrgh.




Just when I thought life has been pretty kind to me for that split second or so.
There comes the whirlwind that comes messing up my life again.
Why not just blow me away with it?

Some things are better left unsaid.

I'm glad I have people I can lean on.
And I know they won't let me fall.
And to think carefully.
I have nothing to lose actually.
Instead,
I am enlighten!
Now I really treasure this man who stands by me
because he had showered me with the love I ever so needed.
I was insecured, now I am sure of his uncondtional love.
It took me so long to realise.
(:
"huan nan jian zhen qing"
how true~!

(:
And that is what it means when they say,
there are always two sides to a story.

(:

Always look on the bright side of life!

Shiyun, even a zillion thanks can't express how much I appreciate your sweetness.
You know I love you and I know You love me too and this is enough

(:



A BIG smiley that brightens up my day.
and
A pizza that also warmths my heart.


I am sucha happy girlfriend of Raymond's.




He held me tight in his arms when I cried hard that night.
He whispered in my ears that he will be there for me.
And this was all I ever need from him to be strong.


3 words, 8 letters, 1 meaning.





But still, my heart aches a little.
(L) alphabet A
10:40 PM





Monday, July 14, 2008

hahahahahaha!
I just hate washing dishes too.
My poko knows this well.


This morning went to KK hospital
to visit my aunt after recieving an emergency call at 5am.
Kinda scary. Glad she is okay already.
Lesson learnt: Life is really precious.
Cancer can really happen to anyone, anytime.
On the lighter side,
there are many cute children and babies there.
(:
Didnt bear to leave my little cousins waiting for their mum,
so accompanied them till 3plus and left to school for project.


Boohoo, I'm doing work okay??!


POKO!
took these few days back.

(:

Saw this on some random website.
It's kinda interesting but gross too right?
hahahaha, a pussy lolli. eeeek.


JUST DO IT
(:



Replies to tags


saint: cheer up! =)
if you make fun of your own giant head then perhaps I can laugh.
too many things are happening around me. not only friends, but also many other issues.
but I'll be strong (:

wanlin: hey! remember me? hahas. nice blog u got (: hmm... keep seeing u in sku~ but u don seem to see me wor =x keke. cya arnd! takkire
hey wanlin, of course I remember you lahhh~ how can I forget you. is it? next time must cal my name LOUDloud so I can hear you mahhh! (:

zh: what's wrong with you??? why so down?
over many many things. Sigh. I dont want depression! ahhhhh~!

stacie: hey!! cheer up!!
thanks (:
i hope I will be fine soon.

(L) alphabet A
10:12 PM





Saturday, July 12, 2008

I know lack of post recently, I am losing the passion to blog.
hahaha. nothing much that i s interesting in my life anyway.


I love poko. (:
so cuteeeee.



I shall just pretend I am happy.
Nobody will know what is hidden behind a happy smile.
sigh...
when I confided into a friend,
( she always have wise words for me)
she says,
Friends come and go, only some stay.
There are many reasons why things have changed
probably it's your problem, or theirs.
maybe you did something they can't stand,
or they can just hate you for no reason
I know how you feel,
the feeling of left out.
The feeling of putting up a strong front,
but the stabbing pain inside.
And when especially,
there is nothing you can do but just pretend.
she says,
nevermind girl,
cheer up!
many things take both hands to clap.
if you know what is the problem, solve it.
if you don't know, you know you can' do anything about it.
Just dont care.
You know what friends mean.
Friends dont leave you behind,
they walk beside you.
You have many other friends who cares,
and what about your other probems also?
So my dear, dont over stress yourself okay?
life still goes on!
you are so depressed talking to me abt them here
but they dont give a damn abt you.
so is it worth it?



Nonetheless,
I am glad I still have my precious darlingsss with me (:
wheeeeeeeeeeee
we went for khappy at suntec
and sang our lungs out from 2 to 8, 6 hours!
haven't K for sometime already.

Then went to ms to shopped around.
:D:D:D

Then had late dinner at makansutra.
HOKKIEN MEE!!!

Today, my precious shiyun did many dumbdumb things!
Can't stop thinking of them!
LOl.
I can't say out if not she will kill me!
And anyway, thanks for being such a sweet listening ear always (:

LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!




Only photo today.



newspaper dino!


the story behind this burnt sock:
it was raining cats and dogs that day
so poko's socks were soaked when he reached his workplace.
he put them on top of the oven to warm it...
then when he went back to get them..he saw...
ONE BIG HOLE!

ehhh my friend, I am not this round yet!
she says I am becoming this round :(
Replies to tags

marilyn: do take good care of urself!! nowdays thee are too much of those germs-monster flying in the air
thanks! yeah, I have been falling sick real easily nowadays. haha, must drink more water and eat more nutritious food (:

peiqing :): hahahs. she is my pri-school friend! =D link me eh =DD
what a small world! yup, linked! (:

saint: omg Han!! why Han have same expression on all the 3 pics!! haha anyway take care of yourself
I will take care of myself. I don't know. But he got alot of expressions on your blog. LOl.

stacie: i look funny with the twist pic!! :0 haha. sorry.. i admit that my chinese really suck. haha.:)
hey, I think it's not your chinese. it's your choice of words. remember??? "I think I will have a fun time with your dad tonight" lol.

(L) alphabet A
2:36 AM





Monday, July 07, 2008

Finally get my laptop alive again!
it had been having its pms since last week
and it died on me since saturday.
I scolded it, slam it, kiss it, tried everything and ALL dont work

Raymond sayang it last night then it finally came alive.
naughty laptop.



last week, I was a bad student.
only attended school for 2days.
not that I wanted though :(


INSOMIA FOR THE WHOLE WEEK :(
hate the feeling

Monday

I forgot what I did on Monday -.-

Tuesday

got myself a new phone W910i in white gold. not the best but I'm glad I have a new phone. wheeeeee. it's so much much lighter then N81 -.-

And, treated myself to french pedi and medi (:

Saint is a nice friend, thanks for your patience with me!



Wednesday

woke up late. lesson starts at 9am
and I woke up at 11:30am thinking I'm not late.
my body clock is totally spoilt.
thanks so much to insomia huh?
went to Ikea and a few other places
to see some beds and furnitures in the afternoon


taken at the arcade (:

then in the evening,
while on the expressway to tpy..
there was a sudden downpour
Raymond and I was all drenched.

so guess what,
I was running a fever at night.
lovely raymond sent me to see the doctor
in the middle of the night.
39.5 degree celcius.
well done Cindy!
couldnt run away from injection this time
woohoo



Thursday

Temperature went down aloooot thanks to injection.

Spent the afternoon at home trying to research for my speech but the hammering headache really kills. Was napping, researching, napping, researching, napping. wow. And researching on a a laptop that keep on clashing and without microsoft word is like so so so frustrating. ARRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I much wanted to give up and just MC myself for ICA.






donuts of encouragement (:

Lovely Jenny accompany me to FEP in th evening to buy a formal skirt. It's an excuse to get some fresh air actually. She's a sweet.


Friday

Informative speech on Social Enterpreneurship.
I definitely never felt so unprepared for such a speech before.
Quite disappointed in myself. I could have done better.

Went to interview Mr Ong (hui ci's dad) for our project.


Formal


Informal


Smile (:

I went home dead tired and slept like a log.

Grandma says I have to rest at home over the weekend to recover fully.
Raymond says I must eat more vitamins.
And I say I must sleep at regular timings from now on.





Isn't this baby adorable?





Then how about these???




these are Marzipan babies.


Definition of Marzipan:
almond paste; a sweet paste made of ground almonds and sugar, often with egg whites or yolks, used as a layer in cakes or molded into ornamental shapes


I recieved this email from a friend
and the subject was: Realistic sculptures of human babies.


After seeing these images, I was kinda amazed yet disgusted.
Amazed that somebody can make the babies look so real that they even have expressions.
Disgusted that it is a food. Anyone who eats these are sick or what?


Then I went on to surf around to read more about these Marzipan babies and I came across this website.
It says "The sculptures are the work of artist Camille Allen, who says she molds them from polymer clay which is cured to a hard, porcelain-like finish. According to the artist's FAQ, the hair is fine-strand English mohair. Each doll measures between 2 and 5 inches from head to toe and sells for as much as $1,000.

Then...
I came across another website which says otherwise
It says "Because--in fact these babies are not marzipan or clay. No--they're real."
OMG. read it for yourself, more disgusting info.

After reading quite a few websites....
I still have no idea what exactly is it.
LOl.
I just found it kinda intersting (:



Replies to Tag

steph8706: haha... thx thx... must view more often...
OF COURSE I will (:

winnie: hellos, blog hopping(: u v chio neh. ^^
NO!!! not pretty at all.
Many many other much much MUCH prettier girls out there! (:
and thanks for visiting (:

melviin: hey that's my drawing! i'm going to sue you for copyright infringement!!! lol
:p you never put copyright that time hor! hahaha. and I praise your drawing nice eh~!

marilyn: thankyou !
WELCOME!! (:

Nagamasa: Haha looks like you gals are having a blast of time!! good luck:D
yeah, thanks to all my girlfriends. they rock my life!
you never come back celebrate for me :(

Nagamasa: Hey:D Gal how's ure shop doing anways:D?
LOl, havent been updating much there actually :p

(L) alphabet A
7:01 PM