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CINDY
my curiosity for you eats into my sleep.





IN MY HEART I KEEP:

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Wednesday, August 27, 2008




i really met a creepy insane old hag today!



yesss, she is the crazy old freak.
i dont wanna scold vulgarities but i cant help it already.
"nabei ccb lah her"
i really dont know to laugh and mock and feel sorry for her because she has serious mental problem or should i be damn pissed off that she spat on me.
WHAT IS HER BLOODY PROBLEM??????

i was with my tweeny happily eating MOSburger at cwp then this insane woman stood beside our table and stared.

so of course, we took a glance at her then continue eating lahhh.

the ALL OF A SUDDEN,
this freak started mumbling some stuff..

then she spat on me!

cheebye.

lucky she couldnt aim properly. her viscous, slippery substance never kana me but landed on the bench beside me, only a dot of her saliva landed on my arm.

damn fuck disgusting.

so i turned and shouted

"what is your problem?"

the she walked back to our table and said something like this...

"you make her quarrel with her mother.....blah blah whatever whatever your mother....
you die first!"

then she walked off to sit down.

cheebye. siao zha bao.
when did i make anyone quarrel with her mother?
and she cursed me lorr!

i am really really really down on my luck or something.
anyone voodoo or put a spell on me is it?

i told tweeny, seven month not over yet.
i just kuan tio gui (i just saw a ghost)

-.-

now that i am writing the whole incident down i really feel like pekcek.

she really did something utterly senseless to me, a stranger.
she is really mad.
walau, go IMH lah. can spit all she wants there right?

URRRRRRRRRRGH!

i met my mummy at cold storage after that
and mummy says she saw this freak a few times in cwp already.

so people, look at her face carefully.
stay far far far away if you see her.
if not....
well...
there is no way anyone can win against a mad woman.
so just stay away from her.


after a memorable dinner at MOS, we went for groccery shopping.
heehee. and just stroll around cwp.
seriously,was a little worried about seeing that mad woman again.
my mummy asked me why i didnt slap her.
she say i should slap her and run or call the security to arrest her.
true also....

WALAU.
can't believe i am spat at!
she must have learnt it from tv show or something
or someone else did it to her before.
aiyah...
whatever it is...
just my luck.

(L) alphabet A
8:21 PM





Tuesday, August 26, 2008

i had been too tired these few days to even like on my lappy. had been working and working since saturday. yes, for money.




after my last paper on friday,went for a horror movie (my fav) with bb.
it's NC16, thai. i just love horror movies.
4 little stories combined as one.
first one - happiness
so realistic and likely to happen.
started off like a muted show.
second one - tit for tat
gross.
but it is a good story and i love it.
third - in the middle
kinda weird but okay still.
i didnt know people wouldn't realise that they're already dead.
fourth - the last flight.
eerie.
and to think, i am gonna take a plane to thai soon.
i suppose it's a nice movie if not i wouldn't even remember the story after like 4 days.








awwwwwwwww~!


the sweet couple in the shop


(:





i decided to take some photos of myself during lunch break on saturday since my face wasn't peeling so badly that day.
and, sadly lunchboxes has been pathetic these few days.
seems too budget. eeeeeeew.
today was a good bonding day!
alfida blanjah (treat) me, shuwen and su kie to pizza.
- pizza hut delivery to jbp.
for the first time, i enjoyed lunch.
there was chatting and laughing among the 3 of us,
and we ate outdoor with birds chirping and wind blowing. feels like a picnic.
unlike usual when it's solo lunch at the pantry.
i am also happy that i went to take over at lory loft for the first time.
although only for an hour but i love learning new stuff.
and su is a nice, friendly and patient lady.

also,
enjoyed watching the bird show with sj and also chatted damn alot during work with her.

oh yah!
i caught a thief today.
outrageous!
he just took it in his hands and walked off. did he think i was that dumb?

i ran after him after double-checking with cashier if he had paid

me: sir did you pay for the item?
thief: oh my god!
thief turn to son: how come it is in my hand?

son gave a blur look.

thief dig into his pockets and i heard coins

then scolded the son and son said he didnt take it
(i know the father took it himself)

thief pass the item back to me and said: sorry sorry, i didnt know it was in my hands.

and continue to scold the son.

-.-

what kinda father is this?

well......



time flew today! and that is great~!!


i dont know why i was so orangy that day.

work has been fine, getting better i should say.

got to know and interact with more and more people there. and it is true like what the others told me earlier. it will be less boring as i work there more. b'cos i know what is needed to be done and get familiarised with things.

sunday was funny.
it was raining cats and dogs that day (so heavy that there was flood).
i was in a rush to meet my sweets for steamboat.
people who knows me well knows that i dont take umbrella AT ALL.
so the plan was to cab down to bugis.
too bad, there was a long queue and there was no cab at the taxi stand even.

taxis just dont appear at the right time!

damn it!

i was like comtemplating in my heart, should i like force myself to take umbrella??

just then, i saw this girl from operation. she is called hui lin.
so i asked if she could shelter me to the bus stop.
and of cos she nods with a smile.
since there was flood with muddy water,
two girls under one umbrella
was like screeching and screaming as we walked to the bus stop.

can't help it, it was pretty memorable.
half of each of us was wet, feet soaked in muddy water.
and board the bus shivering like mad.

so i made a new friend
(:
but that was how i caught a flu
:(

now my nostrils are like running taps.
stuffed tissues and panadol flu tablets don't helped anymore.
so now, i am gonna take a hot shower and go to bed.

goodnights.


(L) alphabet A
11:35 PM





Wednesday, August 20, 2008

good morning!

it's frigging 8am in the morning now, and this is the mess left from yesterday.

honey honey honey cornflakes makes good breakfast.

J O Y

my one and only finger puppet.

bye bye. off for more revision.


(L) alphabet A
8:22 AM





Sunday, August 17, 2008


for this new series of Dove products,
a campaign call Dove Shower Ok is launched.
everyone can bring their singing out of their bathroom.
this is a pretty interesting competition.

this is the shower booth set up at vivocity.
very cuteeeee right?!
imagine the participants have to sing inside this and passerbys can actually stop to look.
each performance was recorded and uploaded on its official website for public voting.

vote and you could win an Apple ipod Touch!
so why not click on the Ad (on the left) and vote for your favourite videos now!!
some of the videos are really interesting and funny! :D:D












(L) alphabet A
3:20 PM









i ate two dhekia (piglet) for breakfast.
been lovin' it since young, hahaha.
im blogging in the morning and this feels weird.
nonetheless, i wont be doing much today anyway. just staying at home to revise for AFA. definitely, im terribly distracted by msn pop-ups.
also, i am looking at maps of bangkok while eating dhegia. i want to locate a good hotel. and also find out more shopping places. I AM SO GONNA GO BANGKOK THIS OCT!
alright, i better go back to AFA. urrrrrrrrgh, hate exams.
p.s. i miss my sweets many many many many!
(L) alphabet A
11:23 AM





Saturday, August 16, 2008

in the mist of examinations,
i still went to work today.


today is a good day.
(other than the severe headache im having now and the super overweight translucent lizard on the toilet door and flying cockcroach which flew into my window)
work is fun.
and when work is fun, time dont seems to crawl like usual.
interesting tour guide creates laughter, cute children, H, trying to explain cents to some tourists, trying to understand what yee win (a new colleague) was trying to say, etc.
the pleasure of just secretly stealing a glance




(L) alphabet A
11:24 PM





Friday, August 15, 2008


(L) alphabet A
5:26 PM





Thursday, August 14, 2008

went to pastamania @ downtown east
to
mug
mug
mug
mug
.

(L) alphabet A
11:43 PM





Tuesday, August 12, 2008

went to eat Ichiban Sushi at cwp today.
hubs still prefer the one at amk hub though.
hubs is exceptionally sweeeeeeeeeeet today
and that makes me a really contented and happy girl
(:








watched money no enough 2

i went into the theatre preparing myself for a good laugh.
surprisingly,
i actually cried a few times throughout the show.

overall, it was worth the watch. the story is pretty well paced, and really heartwarming. to me.
quite typical of Jack Neo's film,
which portray the reality in the society of Singapore.
the movie is simple
but the moral lesson of family values is very strong.





(L) alphabet A
11:38 PM





Monday, August 11, 2008

i was just about to start revising when i realise i cannot concentrate at all.

too many distractions on my mind. so i decided to make good use of my blog here. write my thoughts out so that perhaps i can concentrate better.






i really dont know if i should trim back my fringe to bangs, i am currently parking it to the side as it is too long and blocking my view. i thought bangs was last year's trend, and that it is already fading away. but no, no. i happen to see heidi klum with bangs on Project Runway and she look gorgeous. and kate moss also step out with one now.


i really dont know. on one hand, it doesnt fit my round face. but on the other hand, i have a pretty large forehead and bangs can close the gap to make the face appear more balanced.

urrrrrrgh~!





i want to get a nude lipstick. and i mean a really really nude one.
i am tired of having glossy lips already. sometimes i feel that it looks so like oily.
i havent been doing much shopping lately. and i feel that i need one.




i am planning to go bangkok this Oct. i love the night markets and shopping malls there. simply irrisistable.

hubs is really keen on going too! (:
i need a really relaxing retail therapy there.
they really do have cheap and trendy stuffs there.
i still remember the last time i went there with my mum, we had to buy a new luggage because we bought too much clothes. lol.



exams haven't even started, but i am really looking forward to end of it already. two more weeks two more weeks. but well, meanwhile, i shall go back to my revision :x



(L) alphabet A
3:34 PM





Sunday, August 10, 2008

i know, i know. finally an update.

no, i aint really that busy these days. maybe just plain lazy to update and see no point blogging about my mundane and uninteresting life. i shall spice up my life after exam ends.

and of course my hubs is still showering me with tender loving care and glad to say more than ever, especially when i am going through the most irritating process of skin-peeling.

the medicine which ive to feed myself everyday now makes me go hungry like just every half an hour, so i fill my stomach with strawberry honey stars. just as delicious as the original honey stars.



i have started work at jbp. it was not as fun as i thought. well well, i hope i can get more job satisfaction as time goes by. if not i will really be working for the sake of money, and i go to work looking forward to lunch, breat time and end of work. it can get really boring at certain times when there is no tourists at all. and i am really becoming a racist. oh well...

the black swan in the picture was the first bird i saw on the first day of work. i will post more birds soon. haven't really get to tour the whole park yet.

starbucks as usual to mug with peanut. i am drinking so much of caffeine that i think it has now lost its ability to keep me awake.



we were concentrating so well until people from behind the divider put their drinks on the divider. i cannot help it but get distracted look at the drinks every time their owner grab them down and put them back. fern noticed my eyes turning each time and she laughed so from then on we started chatting and even taking the above photos. she was like saying what will happen if she pushes their drinks. hahaha.

that is all for today's update. i will try to update more often. heeee, i still prefer a plain white and simple blog. hope everyone will have a great week ahead (:


(L) alphabet A
10:56 PM