2 and a half hours before my maths paper2,
suppose to be like revising but
decided to blog using my bro's laptop.
that lucky chap got a new laptop.
jealous, jealous, jealous.

nevermind!

seriously,
my physics paper on wed is a gone case.
sad :(
i wanted to use phy to pull my sci marks up
but...
fucked it.
well, cant do anything now.
it is not as if i didnt study hard enough.
in fact, i revise like a total of a week for phy,
and only an hour or so for chem!
in the end,
chem is so much easier than phy.
so so SO FRUSTRATING!
i will be contented to just pass sci.

at least eng was fine to me.
that makes me feel a little better.

hope maths paper 2 later will make my day
instead of ruin it.
at least, i got a 5days break to my next paper
after today..

this week is a little rocky for baby and me.
i am so emotionally messed up!

i know it is silly of me to feel that way,
and even say those things i shouldnt have said.
i know it ticks you off,
each time i turn from a sweet to a monster,
like a little girl throwing tantrums,
and play around with your words,
and keep silent over the phone.

but boy,
i hate it when you make me feel so small
like EVERYONE else is better.
i hate it when it seems like i mean nothing to you.
it makes my blood boils.

you know i am your baby,
(i mean behaves like one)
so baby me.
i want to be the center of your universe.

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