i am working on christmas eve and christmas eve eve!! -__-'' kinda sad but it's okay..money seems to be the centre of my world now since my secret is exposed. URRRGH. frankly speaking, i need a higher pay job if not i wont be able to pay my own poly fees. at the end of the day, i am not supposed to spend a single cent on anything after getting my pay. that's pretty fucked up. i seriously hope to work as a full timer for mini toons/bits. save me the time to look for jobs and fill up bloody resumes and wait for their calls. this process is frustrating!! next week gonna be busy man..i have managed to pull some time out for camp. will be booking in on the night of 21st then booking out on night of 22nd. i end work at 9pm on 21st but i will try to ask if i can leave earlier..so that i can join my troop for what seems to be fun. it's sad i cant go for last day...hai. NEVERMIND!! i am practically just worried about going there and leaving there MYSELF!! gosh. i met up with my troop members which are actually ONLY chun kiat and daphne to do the flag the other day. heh. i like out troop flag. apologised for complaining that i am sleepy. and then i saw shimin (shortshort) at mini bits. so funny...well, i am looking forward to seeing the rest of my juniors real soon!! we're doing some marketing (:

i didnt mean to get angry and make us sad. but look, i believe we shouldnt have anything to hide. i just feel so insecure too. it's something i cant help it. buti promise, i am trying already.
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