my blog is so desserted.
ooops.
i'm sorry!

i admit.
i MIA-ed from school.
dont ask me why.
it's too hard to explain.
not that i wanna quit school.
i dunno.
i dont wish to think about anything.
so dont ask me why.

but of course,
no more MIA.

promise.

i'm in nyp Mac canteen now.
was doing econs project, but am rotting.
so decided to face myself, face reality and blog abt my miserable life.

no point running away.
perhaps, i would feel better after typing out.

hmmm, no more self pity.
brace myself up.

CINDY, YOU CAN DO IT!

how's my life now?

lotsa projects that's taking up all my time this 2weeks hols.

i didnt join in the GSS fun of digging for good bargains.
i havent start work.
i just had to do projects.
read up on lessons which i had missed.

urrgh.

school work is choking up to my throat already.

anyway,
last Sat was my 18th birthday.
well, happy birthday to me!

was it really a happy birthday?
maybe, maybe not.

thanks to everyone who wished me happy birthday via sms.
and, those who left me a msg online while i was offline...
i'm sorry i didnt update you guys with my new hp no.

thanks even more to those who celebrated with me.

but sad to say,
this year is the first year my family didnt celebrate with me.
reason being,
my grandfather (mummy's dad) and one of my relative are still hopitalised.

hope they recover soon.
although not that close to them,
but each time i visit them, my heart aches.

all those needles, urrrrrrrrrrrrgh.

and mummy,
pleassssssseeee tell my the result of your medical report is OK!

hai.

know what?

i felt like crying when she called my on my cell to say
"happy birthday!"

i was like so touched.

i'm really happy that peeps remember my birthday.
it's not abt the pressies,
it's the thots that counts!

and, i know poly life is all abt projects and projects...
but when i am free...
girlfriends let's go out!

i miss you people!

okay,
i'm leaving nyp alrdy.
hopefully, i will update soon!
:p

thanks for all those who cares (you know who you are).
thanks for a baby who never fails to be here for me!

i'm still a happy girl!
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4:19 PM