Oh well, I went home and I saw how neat my room is. Obviously mummy packed it up for me after that day I behave like an ox and left the room in a mess. I don’t know what to feel /say at this sight.
I was practically stunned.
First they traumatized me, then now what?
Want me not to move to granny’s place and continue to live in hatred, sorrow or fear?
Behind those close doors I thought, to move or not to move. I cant deny the fact that I’m so gonna miss everything here.
I open my closet. I just stared at my clothes. I started admiring how pretty I arranged those t-shirts according to colors. And obviously half the population are black and white.
I just cant bear to move a single piece out of their place.
Just when I wanted to get a bag to get the ball rolling, I realise how nice mummy pack my bags into cartons in the corner of my room. With label, school bags/ casual bags.
The more my heart shook.

After contemplating for 15minutes, I left the house with nothing, just thoughts.
I went to meet Shiyun after that.
I told her what happened and I’m glad she understands.
I really felt so much better with her company.
We had dinner at Taka. I had Tori-Q and she had fried rice.
Wanted to get macroons but too bad I forgot in the end.

After that we went to shop for lingerie.
I bought myself a set of pierre cardin.
Something off my shopping cart. (:
Then we headed to Far East.
Just did some window shopping over there.
Bought a cheapo watch @ $10 because I think it’s nice.
Let’s see how many days I will wear it on for.

After Far East got real boring, we went to Cineleisure.
There, Shiyun and I got our love pendant @ Diva.
We ti gam ti gam and she got the fairy with “Best” so I took the fairy with “Friends”
It’s common stuff but still, I love it.
We then went to find my baby.
But dumb, he’s at shaw house today.

So, we stroll all the way back to shaw house and enjoy the Christmas lightings.
We think this year is nicer than last year.
Perhaps gold is too cliché already.
So I like the bluish lights and snowflakes this year compare to last year’s stars.
Wanted to find a place to chill but Shiyun got Math test tomorrow.
So we headed home.

Now I’m back at home. I mean granny’s place.
I was at my own house just now.
Yeah, eventually I still moved my stuffs here. It’s hard to conclude how I come to thiis decision.
I swear I looked so spastic with a huge lacoste paper bag full of clothes, a lacoste bag of books, a laptop and a bag with other stuffs.
Luckily baby was with me.

And know what?
I really really cherish my baby for everything he had done and is willing to do for me.
Though not physically, emotionally he is always there for me no matter what happens.
And knowing this, it really helps me a whole lot. I know I can turn to him always.
He may not give me the best solutions but his listening ears and powerful hugs are more than enough.
Tears are welling up in my eyes already. Oh man, I love him.

This is a long entry.
Haven’t blog so much in ages.
But I yearn for a photo blog! Arrggh.
15more days to camera.
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