Change is the only constant in life. Only stubborn and proud people reject change. I have decided to stick with love. Hate is too great a burden to bear.
I spend a saturday at home not just watching tv and doing some rot-to-death stuff... (the initial plan has backfired that's why i stayed at home in the first place)
I look back at my life, and I think it's not fruit filling enuff. Have I live a life which I'm truly happy? No. So, I asked myself what is best for me?
It's true that nobody is perfect, and I'm one full of flaws. I'm temperamental and people close to me suffers. I shoot nasty words out at people sometimes. I dont deny I hate some people and I talk bad about them all the time when I have every chance to. I keep thinking that they suck, they are a bitach by doing blah, blah, blah things to me or whomever. I know it's wrong but the excuse I gave myself is every girl gossips. Or, I know they hate me too so why not? Now that I think of it, I chuckle. How foolish! I remembered when I was still going to church, there were very often altar calls to release forgiveness and let go of all bitterness and hurt deep in us. As a human soul, we tend to bear unforgiveness in our hearts which left us shutting ourselves up as a form of self-defence fearing of getting hurt again. But, when one dont forgive from deep within, one can never treat that person who had hurted you the same as before. I never believe in having too many resolutions of life. That is simply trying too hard to change. Two for now is enough. :D:D:D
1. Control my temper 2. True forgiveness
Sometimes, I dont know what is it, it's like a calling. The thought came into me that maybe I should go back to where I fell. This is a phrase I've always put in my heart back then. Love and pity and wish well to every soul in the world; dwell in love, and then you dwell in God. Although I dont go to church anymore, but I still know and believe in the power of God's love. And, I dispise at myself for doing a childish act back then. oh well.. At the same time, I truly miss all my friends in church, inluding michelle.
Well you done done me and you bet I felt it I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted I fell right through the cracks and now I'm trying to get back Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my bestest Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait, I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me Open up your plans and damn you're free Look into your heart and you'll find love love love Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me i love peaceful melody It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved
So I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait I'm sure There's no need to complicate Our time is shortThis is our fate, I'm yours
I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer My breath fogged up the glass And so I drew a new face and laughed I guess what i'ma saying is there ain't no better reason To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons It's what we aim to do Our name is our virtue
I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait I'm sure There's no need to complicate Our time is short this is our fate, I'm yours
I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait, I'm sure There's no need to complicate Our time is short This is our fate, I'm yours
No please, don't complicate Our time is short This is our fate, I'm yours
No please, don't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait The sky is yours!
I adore this song
off to bed. sweet dreams. (:
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