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CINDY
my curiosity for you eats into my sleep.





IN MY HEART I KEEP:

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Thursday, April 10, 2008



A stay home day for me.

I'm trying to define how much I hate to look into the mirror. Shit me. What's wrong with me?

I don't feel well.
Just look at the scorching sun that's seems like burning my ass. For a moment, I rather it poured. Know what? Water from the tap is HOT too. For the first time, I brush my teeth with natural hot water. Do your encounter this too? When I was bathing, I WALKED into the pouring water and I jumped out 'cos it was way way way too hot. To exaggerate, maybe it felt like 100 degree celsius?? And then I decided to off the water heater, but FAILED. The water is still warm. I am a person who can't stand humidity and hot weather that well.
And, I really don't feel well now.
Have been lying in bed, lying on the floor (to feel less warm), sitting down for an hour or so to make those accessories, trying all postures on the sofa while I watch DVDs. See, I'm lifeless. I need some motivation and encouragement from nice people.

I look at myself, I look at the sun, I really need to find good reasons to step out of the house.

Sorry darling. I don't think I wanna go cycling tomorrow anymore. I will probably faint or I will come back with headache and a high temperature. I don't wish to take MC on first few days of school. Sorry darling. Hope you understand.

I'm kinda depressed.

Alright. Off to eat my murtubak. (did I spell correctly?) I have beer to go along too.

Let's hope for a better day tomorrow.


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