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CINDY
my curiosity for you eats into my sleep.





IN MY HEART I KEEP:

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Wednesday, July 16, 2008



I managed to survive school today.

Insisted on super short 40mins lunch with dearest boyf.
(:
then he left for work
and I went to revised for tmr's test at starbucks while waiting for shiyun.
I always wish wish wish RP ends school earlier.

I really love starbucks @ woodlands.
one of the most condusive place to studyyy.
I really cannot concentrate at home
with the food, tvee, comfy bed, killer internet and just any other thing.
home is just too comfortable to study!
I managed to absorbed all that I have read.
Now I'm pretty worried about the presentation tomorrow.
I don't feel prepared at all.
And damn all the projects. Bloody stressing me up.
Deadlines queueing up so closely behind one another.
Arrrrgh.




Just when I thought life has been pretty kind to me for that split second or so.
There comes the whirlwind that comes messing up my life again.
Why not just blow me away with it?

Some things are better left unsaid.

I'm glad I have people I can lean on.
And I know they won't let me fall.
And to think carefully.
I have nothing to lose actually.
Instead,
I am enlighten!
Now I really treasure this man who stands by me
because he had showered me with the love I ever so needed.
I was insecured, now I am sure of his uncondtional love.
It took me so long to realise.
(:
"huan nan jian zhen qing"
how true~!

(:
And that is what it means when they say,
there are always two sides to a story.

(:

Always look on the bright side of life!

Shiyun, even a zillion thanks can't express how much I appreciate your sweetness.
You know I love you and I know You love me too and this is enough

(:



A BIG smiley that brightens up my day.
and
A pizza that also warmths my heart.


I am sucha happy girlfriend of Raymond's.




He held me tight in his arms when I cried hard that night.
He whispered in my ears that he will be there for me.
And this was all I ever need from him to be strong.


3 words, 8 letters, 1 meaning.





But still, my heart aches a little.
(L) alphabet A
10:40 PM