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CINDY
my curiosity for you eats into my sleep.
CINDY
my curiosity for you eats into my sleep.
IN MY HEART I KEEP:
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today shall be picture-less but emo-plus.
idk which word can described exactly how i feel deep inside.
i've hurted a guy i used to love. but i know i made the right decision.
many things have changed overnight.
another chapter of both our lives begin.
too many things have happened.
not only matters of the heart
but also
the reoccurence problem in the family.
each time it only got worse.
the feeling of knowing and not able to help
has overcome anger.
helplessness.
i think too much when i'm left alone.
i get real pessimistic.
can't help it when i start questioning myself
is it always right to follow the heart and not the mind?
i felt guilty towards both parties. its unfair.
but it's probably the best way to clear the air.
when two guys come face to face,
it's scary.
i could see anger in their eyes.
but at that point of time,
my heart clearly shows me who i love.
because i was worrying of only one.
well,
there is always the bright side to a story.
that night, i felt my heart beating against my ribs
that night, he swept me off my feet
that night, i surrender my heart to him
that night, he made me the happiest girl on earth
that night, i saw the most charming smile
that night, he gave me the tightest hug ever
that night, we know we're in love.
it's right
that
there is
no reason
to
love.
it just happens.
for the first time in my heart,
it says,
what matters is you love him and he loves you.
i follow my heart.
(:
(L) alphabet A
1:29 AM
Monday, November 24, 2008
today shall be picture-less but emo-plus.
idk which word can described exactly how i feel deep inside.
i've hurted a guy i used to love. but i know i made the right decision.
many things have changed overnight.
another chapter of both our lives begin.
too many things have happened.
not only matters of the heart
but also
the reoccurence problem in the family.
each time it only got worse.
the feeling of knowing and not able to help
has overcome anger.
helplessness.
i think too much when i'm left alone.
i get real pessimistic.
can't help it when i start questioning myself
is it always right to follow the heart and not the mind?
i felt guilty towards both parties. its unfair.
but it's probably the best way to clear the air.
when two guys come face to face,
it's scary.
i could see anger in their eyes.
but at that point of time,
my heart clearly shows me who i love.
because i was worrying of only one.
well,
there is always the bright side to a story.
that night, i felt my heart beating against my ribs
that night, he swept me off my feet
that night, i surrender my heart to him
that night, he made me the happiest girl on earth
that night, i saw the most charming smile
that night, he gave me the tightest hug ever
that night, we know we're in love.
it's right
that
there is
no reason
to
love.
it just happens.
for the first time in my heart,
it says,
what matters is you love him and he loves you.
i follow my heart.
(:
(L) alphabet A
1:29 AM