today, i'm slightly happier. it's no big deal what happened. because i know it only matters to me. nonetheless, i was thrilled by that little act. so, i hope for a good night sleep later (:
made new friends, heard more things.
fuck. can't. stop asking for. more.
actually i dont know what is the purpose
i'm really curious.
i'm like researching on her -.-
i am impatient
i am waiting.
i dont know how to express my feelings now.
but one thing for sure is that i'm a stubborn girl.
at the end of the day,
even if i'm still back to zero,
i may cry but i know i tried.
he's probably the first. ever.
i'm gonna gain weight for sure..
amazing. power of BSU. i eat to keep myself awake. i spend all my money on food. now i eat 4-5 proper meals a day. i am so dead. chocolates rocks. this is probably the time of my life when i love all kinds of chocolates so muchhhh. boo.